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Gold and Cash sat wedged between a laundromat and a vape shop, its sign missing the LD in gold so it read GO AND CASH in flickering yellow letters, lopsided, felt about right for where my life currently was. I'd changed out of yesterday's shirt, at least. I showered, swallowed more water than I thought a human stomach could hold, hoping that the nauseating feeling would be drowned out, but bad idea because now my stomach made a sound when I moved too fast. My most nondescript hoodie was the outfit for the day, better to blend in while I attempted to offload evidence of my own personal crime scene. Because that's what this was, wasn't it. A crime scene. Exhibit A: one engagement ring, obtained under false pretenses, currently residing on the ring finger of a woman who had absolutely no business wearing it. Had Emeric stolen it? Or was it a mistake? Exhibit A? Nahhh, more like the victim in all this. A typical example of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. The bell over the door jingled sadly as I walked in. The place smelled like dust and old velvet, it smelled musty, my guess was that the old velvet chairs oddly arranged around the place got wet and never sunned. A man in his sixties looked up from behind a counter cluttered with loupes and little felt trays, reading glasses pushed up into gray hair. "Help you?" "I hope so." I slid the ring off. It came free easier than I expected, then set it on the counter between us. "I need to know what this is worth." He didn't reach for it right away. Just looked at it a second, the way you'd look at a weird dessert before choosing to eat it or not. Then he picked up his loupe, screwed it into his eye socket, and lifted the ring toward the one good light hanging over his register. I waited. Drumming my fingers against the counter, glancing around. Behind me, someone's laundry cycle buzzed through the shared wall. "Where'd you get this," he said. Not really a question. "It's a long story." "Try me." "A guy gave it to me. Last night. At a restaurant." I heard how that sounded the second it left my mouth and winced. The man had relapsed in his worn out chair, staring at me. "It's not what it sounds like." "Mm." He turned it slowly under the light, and I watched something shift in his face, the mild, practiced boredom of a man who'd seen a thousand engagement rings sliding into something sharper, more careful. "Do you mind if I get a second opinion?" "On a ring?" "On this ring." He set it down like it might go off. "I'll be right back." He disappeared through a curtained doorway before I could answer, and I stood there in the smell of dust and damp velvet, suddenly feeling very aware of every hidden camera that might be pointed at me. Did he go off to alert the police? My heart raced through every possible outcome, then the beaded curtain shifted. I exhaled, half expecting the worst. He was with another man, younger, thinner, wearing a Rolex that looked considerably more real than anything else in the shop. The younger man didn't say hello. He just picked up the ring, held it to the light exactly the way the first one had, and went very, very still. "Where did you say you got this?" "I didn't, really. A restaurant. Someone gave it to me." "Gave it to you." The man said, boring a hole into my head with his stare, again, not a question. Why didn't they ask me the question? He looked at the older man, and something passed between them, some silent conversation I wasn't part of. "You know whose setting this is?" "No?" I replied. "This is a Miller Atelier setting." He said it slowly, "This isn't off a shelf. This is bespoke. Custom stone, custom cut, and unless I'm very wrong—" he turned it, caught the light again, and exhaled through his nose "—I'm not wrong. This piece is worth more than everything in this shop combined. Possibly more than the shop itself." My mouth went dry. "I'm sorry, what?" "I'm not buying this," the older man said, stepping back like the ring had grown teeth. "I'm not touching it. Not without knowing where it came from.” He exchanged looks with the other man and the thinner man in cue left through the curtain he'd burst out from. “you don't have a receipt, an appraisal, something, anything?” I was too stunned to conjure words, I stared at my fingers and shook my head. “I don't want a ring like that walking into my shop and walking back out with my name attached to it." He said and returned to the item he'd been cleaning when I walked in. He dismissed me. I cleared my throat "I just want to know what it's worth," I said, hearing my own voice climb half an octave. "I'm not trying to sell it, I just—" "Ma'am." The man pushed the ring towards me very carefully, "A piece like this doesn't get valued over a counter without paperwork proving it's actually yours to have valued." I looked down at the ring sitting there between us, small and glittering and understood, with a sinking, full-body certainty, that I was in so much more trouble than I had let myself believe.Noelle Gold and Cash sat wedged between a laundromat and a vape shop, its sign missing the LD in gold so it read GO AND CASH in flickering yellow letters, lopsided, felt about right for where my life currently was.I'd changed out of yesterday's shirt, at least. I showered, swallowed more water than I thought a human stomach could hold, hoping that the nauseating feeling would be drowned out, but bad idea because now my stomach made a sound when I moved too fast. My most nondescript hoodie was the outfit for the day, better to blend in while I attempted to offload evidence of my own personal crime scene.Because that's what this was, wasn't it. A crime scene. Exhibit A: one engagement ring, obtained under false pretenses, currently residing on the ring finger of a woman who had absolutely no business wearing it.Had Emeric stolen it? Or was it a mistake? Exhibit A? Nahhh, more like the victim in all this. A typical example of being in the wrong place at the wrong time.The bell ov
NoelleMy head was doing something it had never done before, something between a marching band rehearsal and an incessant bass drop that never fully died out. I opened one eye and immediately regretted the decision. Sunlight, unbothered by my pounding brain, poured through a gap in my curtains personally gloating.I groaned into my pillow. My mouth tasted like stale scotch, metal and something much more bitter.Betrayal.Right.Bits and pieces came back to me in the worst possible order.Clayton's stupid, happy face. Vivian's red nails. A wine glass shattering. My own voice, loud and unhinged, telling an entire restaurant that my ex-best friend knew nothing about being a decent human being.And then, green eyes. A ring. A kiss that tasted like coconut and made my toes curl in a way three years with Clayton never managed.I sat up too fast, and my stomach whooshed violently in disagreement with the motion."Okay," I whispered to no one, "okay, okay, okay."My hand went instincti
EMERIC She was looking around the bar while the server poured us our drink, she ordered the strongest scotch in the house and I had a bourbon.I didn't stop her from ordering high content alcohol, I would want to feel nothing but numbness at this time if I was in her shoesI felt like I understood her on a different level.The disappointment, the feeling of not being enough and taken for granted, you could just feel your self worth depreciating.I knew it all too well.I took a sip from my drink. “Are you looking for something?”She was stunned and blinked at me.“You keep looking around and I wonder what for”“No… no” She shook her head, “it's just been a long day.”She was thinking about it, it seemed so.I inched closer to her and our knees touched, she leaned in to sip her drink from the glass, rounding her lips over the rim of the glass and throwing it all back in one gulp. She cleared her throat afterwards.I corked my head, a light bulb had come on. “Tell me about your day.”
NOELLE Holyshit! I said yes.I freaking said yes and I was kissing this man.He tasted like spice and sugar, or was it wine.Who on earth was this guy?First the big rock on my finger , his expensive ocean cologne maybe Dior or some highly exalted brand and then he kisses me?For the love of me!I was beginning to think he was some sort of poser or a robber, or maybe he stole from a pawn shop but then pawn shops don't have these kinds of diamonds these days.Or a con man?Whatever! He kissed well. The best I'd ever had. Clayton didn't kiss me this way.Our kiss came to an abrupt halt when Clayton pushed this gentle waiter who had just given me something to be proud of.He grabbed my arm tightly, the waiter made an attempt to step in but I signalled him not to.“Is this what you do now? You've been cheating on me?” My pulse picked up momentum, I could hear it in my ears, rage came over me, from the depths I didn't even know I had.“Take your filthy hands off me Clayton” I said betwe
EMERIC.I didn't work at the restaurant all the time but the few times I stood in for Ben, I had seen Noelle and this man. The same man proposing to another woman.Love was the most glaring thing ever, you could just see it between two people.It didn't hide but with this man, I never for once saw it. Noelle was always the excited one.My stomach churned.I observed her demeanor when she walked in. She was beaming, giddy and as always she walked straight to the counter asking for the chef to remind me of her special order and all that she had planned. She did that all the time and that was how I got to know her name.She always reserved a table in her name. Noelle Holly Roberts. I always thought it was a distinct name.She thought I was like some head waiter or something but I was the head chef on some days and I knew she couldn't eat anything with cloves in it.The few times I watched her converse with Ben, I just knew she was a sweet, kind woman. She smiled and gushed, her little
NOELLERumble? He thinks Rumble is our restaurant?Nothing romantic about Rumble, it's more like roommates having a greasy dinner that'd probably kill them in their sleep, their heart suffocating, sizzling on all the cholesterol.There was no fine dining at Rumble, only burgers and oil drenched fries, the only thing nice was their fish cakes and onion rings and those were things he liked.I had introduced him to La Vista and it had since then been a staple when he wasn't complaining about the cost but here he was, bringing some strange woman.My nails dug under the table until it hurt, my heart palpitated heavily. Eyes still trained on them and one hand clutching my chest, I reached for the glass of water but ended up pushing it off the table, calling unwanted attention to where I was sitting in a corner like a neglected puppy.The glass had shattered all over the floor, I felt a sting on my foot but what's a sting when your entire body was cramping.I ducked as soon as Clayton and h
NOELLEAutumn, winters, thanksgiving or Valentine if that counted weren’t my best moments but I never really had a reason for not loving it, except I was born in the holidays and named after it. Glad I wasn't named Valentine or Valerie, no disrespect there but I'd rather not.It was bad enough to b







