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Minerva I spent the whole night fighting the same memory. Every time I closed my eyes, it came back. His hands holding my wrists. His gaze fixed on my lips. The way he almost kissed me before pulling away like I was something dangerous. I barely slept. The almost-kiss kept replaying in my head every time I closed my eyes. His hands on my wrists. The way he looked at my mouth. Then the way he jerked back like he had burned himself. Every time I thought I was finally falling asleep, that moment came back again. I kept wondering what would have happened if neither of us had pulled away. Would he have kissed me? Would I have stopped him? I hated that I did not know the answer. By the time my alarm went off, my head felt heavy and my eyes burned from being awake most of the night. By morning the suite felt smaller than it had the night before. Kendrick was already dressed when I came out of the bathroom. His tie was straight, his jacket was on, and his hair looked perfect like he had spent time fixing it. He barely looked at me. He stayed busy checking something on his phone instead. “Team meeting in twenty,” he said, voice flat. “Then we head to the gala. Wear something decent. Press will be everywhere.” I only nodded. I was not sure if I wanted to talk to him anyway. If he was pretending last night never happened, maybe I should do the same. I walked over to my suitcase and opened it. Most of the clothes I packed were simple because I came here to work, not to impress anyone. I pushed a few shirts aside before pulling out a plain black dress that stopped just below my knees. It was clean, comfortable, and simple. It did not sparkle or hug my body. It was the kind of dress people looked past instead of staring at. I changed quickly, fixed my hair into a neat ponytail, and slipped on a pair of black flats. When I stepped out of the bedroom, Kendrick looked at me for one second. His eyes moved over the dress before he looked away again so fast that I almost thought I imagined it. “Fine,” he muttered. “Let’s go.” That was it. No joke. No teasing. No annoying comment about my clothes. Somehow that felt even stranger. The ride to the arena for the team meeting was quiet. Everyone was talking about practice and making plans for after the gala. A few players laughed loudly from the back of the van, arguing over who would embarrass themselves first on the dance floor. Someone made fun of another player’s ugly tie, and the whole van burst into laughter. Kendrick did not join in. He sat beside me with his phone in his hand, scrolling through emails or messages without saying a word. His face gave nothing away. I put my headphones in even though no music was playing. I just wanted something between us. If he was building a wall, then I needed one too. The team meeting did not last long. Coaches talked about schedules, sponsors, and reminding everyone to behave during the gala because reporters would be watching. After that everyone changed into their formal clothes before heading downtown together. The gala was held in a huge hotel ballroom in the middle of the city. Fancy lights hung from the ceiling, making everything shine. Cameras flashed every few seconds as reporters waited near the entrance. Men wore expensive suits. Women wore beautiful dresses that probably cost more than my entire closet. Waiters walked around carrying trays filled with drinks and tiny snacks that looked too pretty to eat. Sponsors stood in small groups shaking hands. League officials smiled for pictures. Everyone looked happy, but most of the smiles felt fake. I stayed close to the medical staff table near the edge of the room, hoping no one would notice me. I picked up a glass of water and quietly watched the crowd. This was Kendrick’s world, not mine. I planned to survive the night without becoming part of the show. That plan lasted about ten minutes. The room suddenly grew quieter around the entrance. A woman in a deep red gown walked in like she owned the place. She was tall with perfect hair that fell over one shoulder. Diamonds around her neck caught every light in the room, making her impossible to ignore. Heads turned as she walked across the ballroom with complete confidence, like she already knew everyone wanted to look at her. She did not stop to greet anyone else. She walked straight toward Kendrick. He had been talking to two sponsors, smiling politely the way he always did during business events. The second her hand rested on his arm, his smile disappeared. He turned around, and his whole body went stiff. “Elena,” he said. She smiled like she had been waiting for that reaction. Then she leaned in and kissed his cheek without asking. “Surprise,” she said softly. “I flew in this morning. Thought you could use some proper company.” My stomach dropped. Fiancée. I had heard the rumors but seeing her was different. She looked like she belonged in every photo ever taken of him. Perfect. Expensive. Untouchable. She looped her arm through his and turned toward the nearest camera. “Smile for the league, darling. They love a united front.” Kendrick’s jaw tightened but he did it. The flashes went off. She pressed closer, hand flat on his chest, smiling like everything was fine. He looked like he wanted to be anywhere else. I stayed by the wall and watched. My chest felt tight for no good reason. Elena kept him there for a while. More photos. More small talk with people who cared about money and image. Every time she touched him it was deliberate. A hand on his shoulder. Fingers brushing his wrist. She was marking her territory and she wanted everyone to see it. I turned away and grabbed a glass of water from a passing tray. That was when I heard the familiar laugh. Vivian walked in with Liam beside her. She wore something short and sparkly that showed off everything. Liam looked tired and tense. His eyes scanned the room until they landed on me. Vivian spotted me a second later. Her smile turned sharp. She made a beeline over, Liam trailing behind. “Well look at this,” she said loud enough for nearby people to hear. “The team’s little physical therapist. Is that what you call that dress? Cute. Very… practical. Did you borrow it from the hotel laundry?” A few people glanced over. My face heated. I kept my voice even. “It’s just a dress, Vivian. Please do not bring our differences in here.”Chapter 14 Minerva “You told me after you kissed me. Next time tell me before.”He nodded once.“Fair.”The silence stretched again. He was still in the chair. I was still on the bed. Neither of us moved closer.I looked at him sitting there with his shirt half buttoned and his hair a mess and the same tension in his shoulders that had been there since he pulled out of me. Something in my chest twisted. I was still angry. I was still hurt. But I was also still wet from earlier and my body had not gotten the message that the fight was more important than the rest of it.I dropped the sheet.His eyes went straight to me.I climbed off the bed and walked over to him naked. He stayed in the chair and watched every step. When I reached him I did not sit on his lap. I went down on my knees between his legs and looked up at him.“What are you doing?”“Something I should have done instead of talking.”I reached for his belt. He did not stop me. I opened it, pulled the zipper down, and tugge
Chapter 13 MinervaI sat there on the bed with the sheet pulled up to my chest and watched him move around the room like the floor might open up and swallow him if he stayed still too long. He picked up his shirt from the floor, shook it out, and started putting it on. The buttons took him longer than they should have because his hands were not steady. He did not look at me once.“Kendrick.”He kept buttoning.“It was just about how it felt,” I said. “The way you moved. That was all. I was not thinking about Liam like that. It came out wrong.”He laughed once, short and ugly, and shoved his arms into the sleeves harder than he needed to.“You said it while I was still inside you.”“I know. I know how it sounded. I was trying to say you were better. It was a compliment that came out like shit.”He grabbed his pants next and stepped into them. The belt buckle clinked when he yanked it closed.“You think that helps?”“I am trying to explain.”“You do not need to explain. I heard you cle
Chapter 12 Minerva Kendrick switched to the other side without answering, sucking deeper, tongue working in slow circles that made my thighs press together. Every pull of his mouth sent heat straight between my legs. He was good at this. Too good. The kind of good that made my thoughts scatter. When he finally lifted his head both nipples were wet and tight and aching.His hands slid down my stomach and hooked into my underwear. He dragged them off and tossed them somewhere behind him. Then he pushed my knees apart and looked down at me like he was deciding where to start. I didn’t give him time. I sat up, reached for his belt, and got it open. His pants and boxers came down together. His cock sprang free, thick and veiny, the head already shiny, and right through the tip was a silver piercing that caught the low light.I stared. “That’s… cute.”He actually laughed. “Cute is not the word most people use.”I wrapped my hand around him and felt the metal against my palm. It was warm
Chapter 11 Minerva I could barely remember the drive back to the hotel. My mind was still stuck on what happened. My lips still felt sore from the kiss, and my skin still felt hot where Kendrick’s hands had touched me.The moment the hotel suite door closed behind us, I turned around and faced him.“You have a fiancée,” I said. My voice was full of anger. “You kissed me like that, but you have a whole fiancée downstairs. A woman in a red dress who calls you darling in front of cameras.”Kendrick threw his key card onto the table. It slid across the surface before stopping.“Minerva…”“No. Don’t say my name like that.” I stepped closer. “You pulled me away from everyone. You kissed me. And while you were doing that, Elena was downstairs smiling for the whole world like she owned you. What is wrong with you?”He rubbed his face and ran his hands through his hair. It became messy as he looked away.“It’s not what you think.”“Then explain it.” I crossed my arms. “Because right now, it
Chapter 10Minerva She laughed. “That’s one word for it. Most of us try a little harder when the cameras are out. But I guess when you’re just the help you don’t need to bother.”Liam shifted uncomfortably. “Viv, ease up.”She ignored him. “No really. Look at her. Standing there like she wandered in from the training room. Some of us have standards.”I opened my mouth but never got the chance. Kendrick appeared at my side so fast I almost jumped. Elena was still across the room talking to someone, but he had left her there.He looked at Vivian like she was something stuck to his shoe. Then he turned to me and held out his arm.“Minerva. Come with me. Press wants a quick word about the medical staff.”I stared at his arm. He waited. I took it. His sleeve was warm under my fingers.He led me a few steps toward a cluster of cameras and reporters. Vivian’s face had gone tight. Liam looked like he wanted to disappear.Kendrick stopped in front of the lenses and spoke clear enough for ever
Chapter 9MinervaI spent the whole night fighting the same memory. Every time I closed my eyes, it came back. His hands holding my wrists. His gaze fixed on my lips. The way he almost kissed me before pulling away like I was something dangerous.I barely slept. The almost-kiss kept replaying in my head every time I closed my eyes. His hands on my wrists. The way he looked at my mouth. Then the way he jerked back like he had burned himself. Every time I thought I was finally falling asleep, that moment came back again. I kept wondering what would have happened if neither of us had pulled away. Would he have kissed me? Would I have stopped him? I hated that I did not know the answer. By the time my alarm went off, my head felt heavy and my eyes burned from being awake most of the night.By morning the suite felt smaller than it had the night before. Kendrick was already dressed when I came out of the bathroom. His tie was straight, his jacket was on, and his hair looked perfect like







