LOGINAVA
The light in my eyes got dim.
So this was how it all ended? Again, like our fate was twisted.
Smoke went down my throat thick and hard to breathe. My chest got tight with every breath. The flames came closer, eating up the walls, the ceiling, everything.
I shut my eyes, maybe… This was for the best.
At least this time I wouldn’t waste seven years begging for love that wasn’t mine.
And then suddenly, a hand grabbed my wrist. Before I could move my body got yanked forward the world spinning as I crashed into a chest.
“Hold on to me!” The voice was low, commanding.
My wolf surged unexpectedly, stronger than she had in years, responding to him before I even understood why. His scent was unfamiliar… yet my wolf leaned toward him instead of away.
An arm wrapped around my waist. Lifted me like I weighed nothing. Not carefully, more like I was something that needed to be moved fast.
BOOM!
An explosion happened ahead. The man’s grip got tighter, his hand spreading over the back of my head, forcing my face into his chest. Heat hit us from behind, the wave intense it felt like my skin might burn off.
The air smelled of burning chemicals, smoke, and something metallic.
My wolf, weak as she was, stirred faintly inside me, confused. I forced my eyes open despite the sting, trying to see him.
A mask covered most of his face and all I could see were his eyes, which were bright and then an unusual scar on his chin.
Through the smoke, I saw another figure outside the burning room, it was Lucas. He had already made it out and Vera was still in his arms. From this distance, even through the smoke, I could sense it, the way his aura wrapped around her protectively, like a true Alpha shielding his chosen Luna.
He held her tightly like she was something he had almost lost forever.
His face, I had never seen him like that before.
I shut my eyes, a single tear slipped down my temple disappearing into the soot on my skin.
I understood now, Lucas had come back too and reborn just like me.
In our previous life… he couldn't save Vera. That regret had followed him for seven years.
I had seen it every day but never made sense of it but now I do, in the way he feared fire, in the distance in his eyes, in the way he never truly let me in. In the way… he never let me have his child.
This time he chose differently, his wolf had chosen her without hesitation. He saved her and corrected his supposed mistake by ending his regret and leaving me to burn.
Before everything faded I thought I heard an urgent voice in the distance, “Where is she?! Where’s Ava?!”
Lucas, I almost laughed because he didn’t mean me. If he did, he would have tried to save me too. I turned around and the strange man was gone.
***
“Ava! You’re safe!” My chest tightened instantly.
“Mom…” My voice broke before I could stop it.
She was here, alive and real. I sat up fast and threw myself into her arms holding onto her as if I let go she might disappear again.
“I missed you so much…” God I had missed her.
In my previous life, less than six months after I married Lucas my parents had died in a plane crash and their bodies were not found.
After that, the world had turned cold. Although Lucas had been there, not really, while everyone else had only cared about one thing, ”why hadn’t the Luna conceived yet?”
Every whisper, every look and every forced smile.
I had carried it all alone.
Many nights I had woken up crying, wishing just once that my mom would hold me again and tell me everything would be okay.
Now she is here, her body warm and she's alive. Maybe fate hadn’t completely given up on me.
“Were you scared last night?" she asked softly brushing my hair back. "Thank goodness Lucas reacted quickly. Rushed in to save you. I was terrified…”
My expression stilled. Save me? Lucas? That was… funny because he hadn’t even looked back.
Before I could speak she continued, her voice trembling slightly:
“My baby is about to get married… If anything had happened to you what would I have done?”
Married?
The word landed heavily. I pulled back slowly meeting her eyes.
This time… everything was different. In the previous life Lucas had made his choice but now, I would make mine.
I tightened my grip on her hand, my voice steady despite the storm inside me.
“Mom…”
“I’m not marrying Lucas, never!”
”You have no choice my sweetheart, everything is already finalized..” She replied.
No choice? In my previous life I had none but not this time!
AVAI was seated by the window side watching the evening sun cast long shadows across the penthouse floor. Kael's words my thoughts from settling. I couldn't help but think if the location to which we would discover was going to be closer than I had imagined.“Just one last search,” I muttered. That was all it would take for new doors of revelation to come open.A knock at the door pulled me from my thoughts."Miss Ava," Victor's voice came through. "The guests have arrived. They are waiting downstairs."“I’ll be there in five minutes,” I assured him, after which I heard his footsteps vanish down the corridor.These five seconds of solitude was the last thing I needed to steel my resolve before I moved out of the room.The main living area had its curtains drawn, leaving no room for natural lighting. Only artificial lights illuminated the space, which was just enough that we knew what we were doing and just enough to still point to secrecy.Kael was already seated, his posture uprigh
AVA“You,” Kael said, catching me off guard.“Me?” I repeated, leaning back into my initial position. “What about me?”Kael’s assessing gaze didn't let up as he proceeded to ask, "How are you feeling?""I am fine,” I answered, still reeling in at the sudden change in topic"No headaches?""No. I slept well. No headaches before I fell asleep either."Kael studied me for a moment longer before nodding. "Good. I’m glad there aren’t any lingering effects.”“I still don't know what happened,” I admitted. “But I’m okay, and you don't have to make your scrutiny so obvious.”Kael couldn't respond before a server entered with a tray. The aroma was completely different from the tea we had yesterday. When it was set in front of me, I noticed that the color and thickness were entirely different from the blend I had drunk the day before.“Why is this one different from yesterday's? Is it herbal?” I asked.“You have to understand that, just like yesterday, I am actively trying to find out if there
AVAI woke up to a warm scent wrapped around me, familiar and inviting, making me snuggle deeper into the bed. I felt so warm and safe, I almost drifted right back to sleep.But I fought it off and snapped my eyes open . Then, I snapped my eyes open.Realization hit me the moment the light in the room made everything around me clear.I sat up slowly, trying to gather my thoughts, my eyes immediately moving in the direction where Kael and I had been working earlier just to see it had been cleaned out. The papers were gone and the chairs were pushed all the way in against the table.Kael had finished whatever we were doing yesterday. And from how it seemed, I hadn't finished the work with him.Still, my brows furrowed in confusion. I did not remember drifting off into sleep or the immediately dimming moments before. It just felt as if I had blacked out.My fingers instinctively went to my lips, tracing them softly, trying to grasp at fragments of a sensation that was already fading.The
KAELHow long had the silence lasted? Ava stood there just looking at me, her eyes fixed on mine as if she expected me to read her mind but I kept my demeanor intact."Do you want restriction rules?" I asked. The question hung between us. The last time I proposed such she had refused but now it felt like she was contemplating. It was a one time thing then but now it was going to be an entire week starting tomorrow. The weight of that realization was settling on her.She did not answer. Her eyes flickered with something I could not name."If you want me to leave, I will," I said, my voice even and controlled. "Or if you want me to stay, I will. The choice is yours."Her body language said one thing. She was still, calculated. But her eyes betrayed her, darting to the side then back to mine. She wanted to stay. She just did not want to admit it."Stay," she finally said, the word soft and almost reluctant.I nodded once. "Then I will tell you what I am going to do. Not just for the wee
KAELHer question hung in the air between us. I did not rush to answer, but my wolf stirred at her words, restless and eager, but I kept it controlled. I refused to let the bond dictate my actions."That is the permanent fix, Ava," I said slowly. "But we cannot afford it now. It would throw everything into chaos. The political families would view it as a scandal rather than a genuine bond. They would use it to gain favors and undermine the restructuring. You have been hiding your condition from the public. If we claim each other now, it would look like a desperate move rather than a natural progression. I have placed you as my political partner. That is what protects us for now."I watched her process my words. Her wolf stirred, a sense of disappointment radiating from her, but she understood. Even with her new discovery of lining the transactions to institutional and laboratory research, she did not feel dejected. She was stronger than that."But I will use another method," I said, c
AVA"What is it exactly?" Kael asked me.We had gotten to the airfield and seeing the metal just made me place a gentle hand on my head before I shook it left and right."It is nothing," I said.But the memories came anyway. The flight that had crashed. The summit. My parents almost dying. I blinked the images away, forcing myself to focus on the present.Kael noticed. He let go of my hand and moved closer, his eyes searching mine. "You are thinking about the crash."It was not a question. I did not answer. I just looked at the private jet ahead of us and let out a slow breath."I did not know we were going to fly. You should have told me," I said instead, keeping any form of brewing panic from my tone."The travel is short. It is a half hour flight to the northern territory. Driving would take too long and we do not have the luxury of time.""Alright. I…understand," I answered. Yet, I didn't move.But Kael did not take the luxury of treating me as if I had resolved with all my heart.
AVAMy mother.The moment she heard my voice she turned to me. Her eyes got all teary, the anger she had just a minute ago disappearing.I forced a smile even though I was still feeling pretty tense inside."Mom, do not get so upset, " I said softly, trying to calm her down before things got worse.
AVAFrom the corridor, I listened to every word, a faint bitter smile slowly curling at the corners of my lips.Sister. That is what Lucas called me.After seven years of marriage in our previous life after countless nights spent in the illusion of tenderness after everything I had endured and sacr
AVAMy mother's face was a picture of shock when I told her I did not want to marry Lucas. She just stood there frozen. After a moment she let out a sigh. It was a sound that said she felt helpless."The wedding is all arranged, Ava," she said. "The invitations have been sent out. How can you say s
AVA”I am really sorry. The insemination did not work again."The doctor's voice sounded far away like she was talking to me from a different room as I stared at the paper in her hand without being able to understand what it said.Failed? Again?I did not even remember how many times I had heard th







