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The humiliation still clung to me like a stubborn shadow, impossible to shake. No matter how many drinks I downed, the memory of being left standing at the altar alone, humiliated, and exposed before countless witnesses was a weight I couldn’t lift.
I tilted the glass in my hand, swallowing the last bitter drop without remorse. Tonight, there were no rules, no obligations, no expectations. Tonight, I wasn’t the perfect daughter, the obedient bride-to-be, or the polished princess. Who follows every role and nod yes to everything that was said to her. Tonight I am someone different, someone else entirely. The busy bar was far away from home, chosen precisely for its anonymity. No one here knew me, and that was the point. “Do you mind some company?” someone asked from beside without even looking at him I knew he had a smile on his face. I groaned inwardly, the voice cutting through my thoughts. I turned slowly, plastering on a sweet smile for the man hovering beside me. “I’m sorry, but I’d rather be alone.” Not waiting for his response, I waved for another refill, hoping he’d take the hint, because I don't want to see a single person in my face right now. “I just thought you might want a company since you are alone and…..” I turned again, this time glaring at him with enough heat to scar him off.. He froze under my gaze, his confidence disappearing as he mumbled an apology and slipped away as cowardly as he had come. Good, he should shudder away just as he came. With a new drink in hand, I let my mind wander back to the past week. I relived every excruciating detail of that day the whispers, the stares, the pity in everyone’s eyes. My grip tightened on the glass as I shoved the thoughts away. No more. I was done playing the role everyone expected of me. I was done trying to be a good person and at the end my heart is destroyed without a single pity. I stood abruptly, leaving my drink behind as I approached the woman with bright pink hair standing near the patio. “I need a session,” I said firmly. She looked me over, her expression unreadable, before nodding. “Follow me.” We moved through a dimly lit corridor, the noise of the bar fading behind us. My pulse quickened as we entered a secluded room bathed in soft blue light. The atmosphere was warm, almost hypnotic, and I felt a chill swell down my spine. This was new to me but I'm taking it all the way. “Take a seat and put this on,” she said, handing me a silk mask. “Close your eyes and enjoy the experience.” I hesitated for only a moment before settling onto the plush lounge chair. The mask slid over my face, plunging me into comforting darkness. For a while, there was only silence. My breaths slowed, counting each inhale and exhale, until I heard the door open. He had a presence. That was my first thought as a shiver ran through me. I couldn’t see him, but the air seemed to shift, thickening with something electric. “Are you ready for your session, ma’am?” His voice was deep, rich, and smooth like dark honey. It resonated in my chest, stirring something I hadn’t felt in a long time. It was a feeling that was foreign to me so I embraced it. I nodded, though I wasn’t sure he could see it. Soft music filled the room, the melody a gentle pulse that matched the rhythm of my heartbeat. His hands found my back, warm and deliberate as they grazed over me. The lightest touch sent waves of sensation rippling through my skin. I clenched the edge of the chair, trying to stay grounded. But his hands moved with such skill, his presence so magnetic, that I felt myself slipping. Who is this man? His touch grew bolder, his movements fluid as he leaned in, his chest brushing against my back. I could feel the heat of his body, the strength in his frame as he guided me into the music’s rhythm. Every brush of his fingers sent sparks racing through my veins. When his hands skimmed my shoulders and his breath ghosted over my neck, I couldn’t help the sharp inhale that escaped me. He stilled. For a moment, the world seemed to suddenly become quiet. I could feel his eyes on me, even through the mask, as though he could see past every barrier I’d ever put up. I couldn’t stop myself. The feeling was too much for only me to bare. My trembling fingers reached for him, finding the sharp line of his jaw. His breath hitched, and my touch lingered, tracing the curve of his lips. Before I could think better of it, I pulled him down, crashing my lips to his. The first kiss was slow, exploratory. His lips were soft yet firm, moving against mine with an intensity that left me breathless. I melted into him, the world outside fading into nothingness. When his hands slid to my waist, pulling me closer, I felt my heart race, desire mixing with a faint sense of danger. I broke the kiss, gasping as reality crashed back in. My fingers moved to the mask, pulling it away. I needed to see him. I needed to see this person that ignited this much feeling inside of me. As the mask fell, I opened my eyes, and the room lit up just as he turned on the light beside him. Bright blue eyes stared back at me, shock and recognition mirroring my own. This can't be. “You…what are you doing here?” I stumbled back, my hand clutching my chest as his gaze bore into mine. This wasn’t just any man. The person I am staring at right now can't be him. But of course it was. This was him. The Alpha of the Moonbright Pack. My fiancé's brother. Alpha Ashvin.ASHVINKai had sent word almost immediately after reaching wherever Zahra-Rose and the Moonbright wolves were gathered. The urgency in his voice had been enough to make me leave my work unfinished.Now standing at the edge of the gathering I immediately understood why, the place was in chaos.Pack members crowded around in clusters, voices overlapped, accusations and anger ran through the place.Words I hadn’t heard clearly yet but knew weren’t good.What could have caused this level of unrest?The moment they noticed me the crowd split.Like water making way. I walked forward and then I saw them, two bodies lying on the ground.My eyes sharpened.The scent hit immediately, they were moonshine wolves. My pack wolves. My jaw tightened.Around me the tension thickened.Looking up, I recognized the two Elders who had come to my office.My mother stood nearby, Asael too, watching me and judging.My eyes continued scanning until I found her, Zahra.She stood frozen, her eyes
ASHVINI had been carrying this strange sense of euphoria ever since that kiss happened two days ago.I didn’t know how I had managed to go this long without kissing her because now that I had, I wanted more.After that kiss and everything that followed, we had stayed in the library for another hour pretending to search through records while trying very hard to keep our hands to ourselves.At least on my end.I tried not to linger too close, tried not to scent her more than necessary.But the memory of her lips kept returning at the worst moments and I knew that wasn’t what we needed right now.‘That makes two of us.’Zen sounded entirely too pleased.Ever since the kiss, he had been restless, excited.The mate bond had never felt this alive.It felt like something inside us had finally settled into place.Like the bond itself recognized the change and welcomed it.I felt her more now, the happiness she had been carrying.The warmth, the small bursts of excitement she pr
After spending another hour searching, bantering, and getting distracted somewhere in between, my head was full.Too full.First this ancestor of mine who had apparently wanted a princess badly enough that it became his downfall.Then Francis.His mate had searched for him all that time and even knowing he was alive, she still couldn’t bring him back.Then my mother.Somewhere.Maybe waiting.Waiting for my father.Waiting for me.Waiting for my sister.And we had searched everywhere we could think of and still nothing.Or worse, AsaelThe part of me I never liked revisiting.The part where I had loved someone so fiercely only for him to wake up one day and decide he no longer wanted me.I would have liked to say it hurt my pride.But it wasn’t pride.It was grief.He got tired.And one day he simply walked away.There had always been stories like that in the pack.Stories of broken mate bonds.Stories of wolves who stayed until they didn’t.Of people deciding t
We had been in the royal archive for over an hour now.Searching.Digging through every old and ancient history book our hands could reach.Well, my hands.Ashvin had completely refused to let me climb the ladder.The first time I reached for it, he gave me a look and declared himself officially responsible for retrieving books.So now whenever we needed one, all I had to do was point.And somehow without fail he would appear beside the shelf and bring it down for me.I laughed every single time he did it.But secretly…it warmed something inside me.Because he had meant what he said.We were a team.Right now, we had finally found the book.The book.According to Ashvin, every Alpha chosen by the Moon Goddess and accepted by their ancestral bloodline had their name appear inside this record.No one wrote it.No blood oath.No ceremony.No manipulation.When the time came, the name simply appeared.Which meant every generation waited before naming an heir.I tho
Alyaanah was beside herself.Hearing those words come out of Ashvin’s father had triggered something in her.We had smiled politely, nodded, told him we would think about it, and excused ourselves back to our chambers.But now, my entire day was ruined.‘Mine too, because what in the Moon Goddess’ name was that?’ Eira sounded just as irritated as I felt.How could he stand there and decide that offering himself in marriage to my sister because he wanted control of my pack was somehow reasonable?“And him standing there saying things like women can’t be Alphas and pack laws this, pack laws that, who exactly does he think he is?” Aly paced across the room.Her movements were sharp and restless.I knew this version of her.This was what she looked like when she was truly angry.I crossed the room and caught her hand, gently guiding her toward one of the chairs until we both sat.“You know he’s allowed to say what’s on his mind.”I sighed.“Moon knows we’ve been living under
Kai disappeared after promising to have a private conversation with Aly, leaving Ashvin and me alone.The conversation still hung in the air. I could feel all the tension I had been carrying these past few days multiplying inside my chest.Was there ever going to be a time when I could catch a real break?There were so many questions I wanted to ask, yet at the same time, there were answers I wasn’t sure I wanted to hear.When I looked up, I found Ashvin studying me carefully.There was no annoyance in his expression, but there wasn’t peace either.I cleared my throat and forced the question sitting at the back of my mind to come out.“Do you trust me?”The words escaped too quickly, before I could change my mind and ask something safer.Ashvin blinked, momentarily caught off guard.I immediately looked away.“I mean…” I corrected quickly. “Did you know my father had records here?”That should have come first.The first question had been too direct.Moongodess, I hoped h
I woke up the next day, married.That word still felt foreign on my tongue. How would I ever get used to it?I climbed out of bed, stretching my sore limbs, and rushed to the bathroom to freshen up. It was still early, but I didn’t want to sleep in, not when I had no idea what was expected of me.H
As the search for my mother and sisters continued, I tried to stay calm, pushing back the constant wave of worry threatening to drown me. But whenever I was alone, the tears would come, unrelenting, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back. How could I not worry? The people I loved most in the
ASHVINThe first time I met Zahra-Rose, the girl my brother was so obsessed with, I stayed hidden, watching her from the shadows since. I had no idea why I couldn’t walk away, but something about her demanded my attention.Her white, fair skin glowed under the room’s warm light, and even with her
It had been two days. Two days since my father was laid to rest. Two days of endless, frantic searching for my mother and sisters. And yet, no matter how hard we tried, we hadn’t found a single trace of them, it was like they had vanished into thin air.I kept telling myself this had to be some cru







