ログイン結婚初日の朝、義父がたった一品の料理を巡って義母を殴り始めた。 私は止めようとしたが、義父から「無礼者!」と叱られた。 そして、「これが我が家の武力で全てを解決する伝統だ!」と豪語した。 そんな中、夫も私に向かって拳を握りしめ、挑むような視線を向けてきた。 私はその様子を見て、心の奥底から湧き上がる興奮を抑えきれなかった。 ようやく!私は心に潜む悪魔を解き放てる!
もっと見るHelena's POV
"You wouldn't still be single if you smiled more."I balled my fist and tried not to respond. If I had a penny for every time she has said this to me, I'll be rolling in a pile of pennies. She simply does not understand that not everyone is high on sunshine. Some of us actually reserve the smiles for when we really mean it. I want to say I loathe this woman but that's too harsh even for me. My mother and I have a stormy relationship. We can never be on each other's good side. We step on each other's toes, take low jabs at each other and when we get fed up we can go weeks on end without speaking. She thinks she knows everything by virtue of being 'mother'. Whoever said mother knows best, didn't meet mine.
Gertrude Bale only cares about what is good for her. If it makes her look good, she's in. If she's the center of attention, then why not? She's a peacock. She likes to be seen. She knows what is best for her and will manipulate any situation to work for her. Her biggest ambition is my marriage. It will never happen! I'm never getting married! It's overrated! It irritates her that I don't make an effort to settle down. While women my age are making it a priority to fiercely hunt for men who smell like bank vaults, I'm focusing on my career determined to make my name and sit among the chauvinistic men who believe a woman's place is in the background without a voice.
"I smile at my pleasure mother, not for anyone's entertainment." I smirked with a taunting gaze when I finally settled on a response that won't start a war. "Aren't you too tired and old for these soirees?" I took a jab at her. "Or are you looking for a replacement for father?"
Her offense was evident in the sharp green eyes. She twirled a lock of her curly ginger hair around her finger. My father has been ill for a while. What started as simple forgetting has turned into him not even knowing who we are. She calls my mother a different name every day probably after one of his many affairs through the course if their marriage. It's things like this that make marriage overrated. Why should I commit myself to a man who will lie, betray me and break my heart? My parents' marriage was a train wreck before the man lost his senses. Why would she push me towards an arrangement with a high probability of failure?
"I love him."
I rolled my eyes. She shouldn't love him. She should put him in a facility and move on. I own everything he has after a brutal confrontation with my uncles. They didn't think I can manage a big company like Bale Industries. According to them, I will be too distracted with child rearing to do what they can do. Seriously, how do they come up with this crap? I understand that society has certain rules that women should play the supportive role but for how long should a woman be number two? I'm the only child my father has. I'm his only heir and I do not consider my gender to be a hindrance. I won that vicious battle and became the sole heir of everything Jonathan Bale has ever owned.
I can take care of my mother if she chooses to ditch the cheater. She's too sentimental to do it.
"Don't offend me."
I looked at her for a moment. "No one would blame you. Even on his good days he doesn't know who you are. What do you have to lose?"
She looked at me. Something about her gaze concerned me. "Hera dear, if you have never experienced love then you wouldn't understand. When you love someone, you don't abandon them." She's wrong. I have experienced love at it's peak and unfortunately at it's lowest point. My heart still aches over an ordeal not even Gertrude Bale knows about. I resolved never to love again. It's not worth it. "What do you suggest? That i stay home and do nothing all night?"
She went back to what I asked at first.
"How about you mind your husband if he's that important to you. Isn't that what women are meant to do? Mind their husbands?" I quoted one of her lessons. She didn't seem to like her words being thrown back in her face.
"He's faithfully a pain!" She whispered with an upset expression. "That's why we pay a nurse Hera." She shrugged with a crooked smile that was so brief I wouldn't have caught it.
"Still, you shouldn't be here. It appears as though you're looking for a husband already and yours isn't even dead... yet." The old man is not a saint. Most people know that Jonathan Bale is a cold hearted man. His ruthless business sense is the reason Bale Industries is at the helm of success but it also made him a cold husband and a strict father. It hurts me that he doesn't know me and it must hurt my mother that he doesn't know her either. He calls her a strange woman even constantly kicking her out of the house. "People talk."
"When were we a pair to care about what people say?" We looked each other over briefly. We both shared a small smile. I get my strength and resilience from Gertrude Bale. As much as we don't get along, I admit that there's no one who bounces back from a bad situation like she does. What do I get from my father? His millions. Millions I want to turn into billions. It is unheard of in my time to have a woman at the helm of a successful company like Bale Industries. I have been challenged and belittled on my journey to the top. I intend to stay put.
"I guess never. This party sucks. Do you want to leave?"
"Why don't you visit us anymore? I know I tend to get on your nerves but your father-"
"Doesn't recognize me anymore." I gave her my reason. It's painful to be forgotten by someone who has defined the person i have become. It is even more painful to lose his love when I never even had it. I'm just a stranger to him. I prefer to stay away because I'm not strong enough to face that same question every time I see him; who are you?
She sipped her drink casually allowing her pretty eyes to survey the entire ballroom. It's like she hasn't heard me. Mother is good at ignoring obvious elephants in the room like the fact that I have a nonexistent relationship with Jonathan Bale.
"The turn out is great today. There so many young single ladies. I hear it's because-"
"This is pointless. I'm leaving." I cut her off before she introduces me to a man whose ego I'll have to crash.
Just because I don't care for marriage and relationships doesn't make me frigid. I don't mind something casual, no strings attached but everyone is paired up except for me. I feel like a misplaced object. Only a few men are brave enough to ask me to dance and the rest are just better avoided.
I started off with a list of the most eligible bachelors in Greece. I narrowed it down to just fifty in a span of days. Greece is not big enough because I have burned through that list fast thanks to my right hand man, Castle. He meets them, studies them and checks out the boxes. So far, none of them is good enough. I'm starting to worry not just about meeting my deadline but also getting an heir before thirty. I'm not getting any younger.
'Should I smile more?' The thought crossed my mind.
Not unless it's a smug one.
"Helena! Wait!" Castle called after me.
"I'm leaving. Not now." I kept walking taking long strides.
"You should see this-"
"I am tired. I have an early morning. It can wait." I patted his shoulder leaving him as i made my way to my waiting car. There are better things to do than being at a party. I have millions to turn into billions.
Castle's POV
Fifty names on the list and she doesn't want any of them. I was hopeful she would settle by now but the woman is picky and particular about what she wants. She won't lower her standards. When I crossed out the final name, I knew she will ask for a new list. It can't be done. Her checklist is too much. She wants too much. Unless we include other men from other places, it just won't work. She wants purity... Greek blood. It has never been anything different in her family.In this day and age she should be the one on a man's list but instead she is the one making the lists and the men are adhering. Now that is what power looks like.
But as the night waned away, I saw him. I saw potential walking through the door. I tried to get Helena but she chose to leave. How is it possible that after months of searching, the perfect man arrives and she leaves through the same door without seeing him? They never even looked at each other! I was standing in between looking both ways in astonishment at how close they were to each other and not notice?
This morning, i found my way to his hiding place. It has taken me days to track him down after that night. For a man worth billions, he loves to spend his mornings by the shores of the sea surrounded by common fishermen. He's tying up knots on a fishing net. In the old ragged shorts, flipflops and a stained t-shirt it's hard to believe he is Alexander Christos; heir to a multi billion legacy. He looks like a commoner. I wouldn't have looked at him twice if I didn't know who I'm looking for!
"Alexander Christos?" I felt unsure of myself when I approached him. My heart is pounding hard against my chest. I may be representing Helena Bale but I'm not the same pedigree as these men she tasks me to approach. This one in particular is intimidating me.
He looked up his eyes squinted in the brightness of the morning. He looked over his shoulder almost like he's not the owner of the name. "Who?"
Is he serious? Am I wrong? How can I be when it's the same face from the party? I checked a photograph just to be sure. It is him!
"You are Alexander Christos."
"Nope. Wrong guy." He kept working on his fishing net.
I can't give up on this. Helena is counting on me. This is the only way I won't make a new list. If she doesn't like him, I am quitting my job. I approached him. "Didn't I see you at the party a few days ago? You were in an black tux. A woman spilled wine all over you and tried to dab it dry with her dress."
When he started laughing I was sure I wasn't crazy. "Oh that! I'm sorry man, i don't like to answer to that name."
"What do you like to answer to? It's a great name with billions attached to it. It's the kind of name that gets things done just by a mere mention."
"It's a heavy name. I just like to go by the 'fisherman'. It's simpler. What can I do for you?"
"Are you taking your boat out?"
"Yeah." He nodded pointing at an old boat. "Wanna come?"
I glanced at my wrist watch. I have to be in the office at noon. But this is more important. She will forgive for being late if I get this right. "I don't know a single thing about fishing."
"Who says I'm going to fish?" He asked with a wry smile. I hope he doesn't drag me into something illegal. I know little about this man. If anything he vanished off the face of the earth some years back and is only starting to return to the social scene. With his return, women fanning themselves from the fever he seems to be causing them.
I got into the boat with the stranger. I hope he doesn't drown me. "Ten years. You've been away for ten years. You just vanished off the face of the earth. What happened to you if you don't mind me asking?"
"Navy."
"That's amazing!" Definitely a plus. Even Helena didn't have this on her list. A man who has ser d is disciplined. "Are you taking a break?"
"No. I'm retired. Now I'm just a fisherman." He revealed a book. He sat upright after bringing the boat to a stop somewhere far from shore. He started reading it quietly. I wondered if he's closed for conversation. He doesn't say much.
"Why so early?" I took a chance to interrupt the silence hoping he's not as fierce as Helena.
"It ran it's course."
"Will you be taking over the Christos Foundation?"
"Are you a reporter?" He narrowed his eyes at me. "Is this an interview?"
" I'm a proxy."
"Who do you work for?"
"Bale Industries." I answered.
"What happened to Jonathan Bale is sad. Is it true he doesn't remember anyone or anything?"
"Sadly yes. Did you know him?"
"Yes. He mentored me." He smiled.
Perhaps he has already met Helena and it will be less awkward to put them together. "Then you must know his family."
"I briefly met his wife but i don't know his daughter. We have never crossed paths before."
'But you did! At the party you walked past each other!' My mind screamed.
Back to square one. How do I even begin this conversation? Should I be the one to say it or should I wait for Helena to do it herself?
"She's something." I spoke without thinking any further.
"She has to be in a company full of condescending men." He lifted the book to continue reading and I picked up on the title.
"The Odyssey!"
"Yes it is. I'm trying to finish it. I actually come out here where it's peaceful to read."
The fisherman comes out to the sea to read! Doesn't he have a library at home or does he miss the sea? I took the cue and kept quiet. I took out that infamous list that Helena made and slowly started checking out the boxes. He checks out 90% but about 10% he hasn't made. Tired of constantly doing this, I went ahead and crossed the rest. He glanced at the list and curiosity sparked in his eyes but he didn't ask. He only laughed and kept reading. He must think I'm insane.
This project is done. I have found him. It's the fisherman.
私が自分の意見を言い終わると、彼は照れ笑いを浮かべながら頭を上げて私を見た。「柔、安心して、これからは君の言うことを聞くよ。君が東に行けと言ったら、絶対に西には行かない」彼が時をわきまえた態度を取ってくれることに私は嬉しさを感じ、犬を撫でるように彼の頭を撫でた。「本当に、お母さんに私たちがどれほど仲良しか見せてあげたいわ」ただ、思いもしなかったのは、私がまだ帰る暇もないうちに、母が家にやって来たことだった。母が周防家の門の前に現れたとき、私は再び反抗しようとする義母に説教をしていた。新婚旅行から帰ってきてから一ヶ月が経ち、義父には八回、周防敬には五回教え込んだ。今では、私が手を上げると、この二人は無意識に「悪かった」と言うようになった。唯一、義母は未だに私の家主としての権威に挑戦しようとし、しかも体力がないため、毎回力加減を考えながら教育しなければならない。義母は警察に通報しようとしたこともあったが、電話をかける前に義父が携帯電話を家の外に投げ捨てた。「明日、新聞に我が家の恥を報道させたいのか!?」私は義父が心の中で私に不満を持っているのが分かるが、周防家は私から逃げられないし、義父も私に勝てないので、現状を保つしかない。どれくらいこの状態が続くのか、私が妊娠して体力が落ちたときに家の権力を奪われるのか、それが私の心配事だ。そして、予想外に義母が母に愚痴を言ったことを知ることになった。携帯に何件かの未着信があるのを見た時、母の声が玄関先に現れた。「柔ちゃん!どうして人を殴るの!?」鋭い非難の声には、怒りが込められていた。母が怒ると、私はいつも耐えられない。恐れているのは、母が私を愛してくれなくなることだ。しかし、今回は母が怒る理由がないと思ったので、怖くはなかった。昔、母は、いつか私が嫁に行ったら、私はもう他人の家の人間となり、他人の家の規則に従って生活しなければならないと言っていた。私はその言葉を真剣に聞き、周防家の規則に従って生活しているのだから、母が私を責める理由はないはずだ。だから、私がなぜ義父と義母に手を上げたのかを聞かれた時、私は自然に答えた。「お母さん、これは周防家のことだから、あなたの立場では干渉するべきではないわ。新婚初日に、義父が言った。家族の中では力があ
私は笑って彼を無視した。義母は先ほどの一撃でまだ懲りていなかったのか、正気を取り戻すと再び突進してきた。「この私を殴るなんて!このクス女め、よくも!」「殴るなら殴るさ。日を選ばないといけないの?」私は面倒くさそうに彼女の頬を左右一発ずつ叩いた。今回は三割の力しか使っていない。義母の顔は瞬く間に腫れ上がり、両頬はまるで巨大な肉まんのように膨れ、口元からは血がにじみ出ていた。彼女がこんなにも打たれ弱いとは予想外で、私は少し申し訳なく感じて手を擦り合わせた。「ごめんなさいね、お義母さんがこんなに傷つきやすいとは思いませんでした。これでも力を七割抑えたんですよ」義母が恐怖の眼差しを向けてくるのを満足げに見つめながら、私は目をソファに座り込んで傍観している義父に移した。意図的に彼を見ながら、こう言った。「お義母さん、お義父さんが言ってましたよね。周防家の家訓は『武力で服従させる』だって。これからは私があなたも周防敬も教育します。誰であろうと言うことを聞かないなら、私が教育します」それを聞いた義父は静かにしていられなくなったようだ。私をじっと睨みつけると、一言、こう返した。「柔、君の言い分だと、次は私を教育するつもりなのか?」義父は五十近い年齢だが、見た目は四十歳前後に見えるほど若々しく、体型も引き締まっていた。聞けば若い頃から喧嘩が得意で、結婚後も高強度のトレーニングを欠かさないという。周防敬とは雲泥の差だった。彼は筋肉質の男だだが、残念ながら私は生まれながらの怪力の持ち主。義父の鍛え上げられた体でも私には敵わなかった。最初の一撃で義父は、自分の拳が私に簡単に受け止められたことに目を見開いた。しかし、すぐに不屈の闘志を燃やし、再び拳を振り上げた。結果は言わずもがな、彼も私の教育対象となった。 ただし義父には二発だけ顔に平手を入れ、他の攻撃は痕跡が残らない部分に集中させた。彼は周防グループの代表取締役社長でもあるため、顔に傷が残ると仕事に差し障る可能性があったからだ。半時間後、義父、義母、そして周防敬の三人は、私に完全に屈服し、ソファに並んで座らされていた。「おそらく知らなかったでしょうが、私は生まれつきの怪力です。だから無駄な抵抗はしない方がいいですよ。私の力はあなたたちが思っている以上です
私は少し驚いたが、結局その真相を言い出すことはなかった。夫が面子を大事にする人間だと知っている私には、二人の殴り合いで彼が一方的に打ち負かされた事実を明かす気など毛頭なかったのだ。彼の男としてのプライドを守ったことで、夫は義父母の前で急に自信を取り戻したらしく、私に再び威張り始めた。「おい、タバコ買ってこい」私は動かず、ただ静かに彼を見つめた。しばらく睨み合った末、夫はやっと口を改めた。「やめとけ、もう遅いし、君一人で外に出るのは危ないから」周防敬が義父母とのビデオ通話を切ると、部屋には私たち二人だけが残った。私はさっきの無礼を咎めることなく、自分の服を脱ぎ始めた。「ねぇ、あなた。私たち、そろそろ夫婦の義務を果たすべきじゃない?お母さんがね、子供は早めに作るのがいいって言ってたの」私の人生は母の計画通りに進んできた。大学卒業後にお見合いをし、一年後に結婚、そして今度は妊娠と子育ての段階に入る番だ。 昨晩の新婚初夜、本来なら夫婦の初めての時間を過ごすはずだったが、周防敬が酒に酔い潰れてそのまま寝てしまったため、今日こそは挽回しようと決めていた。私は最後の一枚を脱ぎ捨て、自信満々の体を見せた。何年にもわたる鍛錬の成果である私の体は、完璧な体と細い腰を持ち、どんな男性も抵抗することができないだろうと思っていた。案の定、夫の目は釘付けになり、息遣いが荒くなった。だが、まさかの展開が待っていた。夫は衝動を押し殺し、傲慢にも首を横に振ったのだ。「やらない!」彼はぐるぐると目を動かし、何か悪だくみを考えているようだった。「ただし、もう二度と僕を殴らないって約束するなら話は別だけど」私は困惑した表情を浮かべ、彼に真剣に答えた。「あなた、何を言っているの?前に言ったんじゃないか?これは殴ることじゃない。夫婦の教育方法だって。お義父さんが言ってたよね、周防家の家訓は武力で従わせることだって。それが素晴らしいと思うから、私はこれからもその伝統を守るつもりよ」 そう言いながら、私はベッドに横になり、隣を指差した。「ほら、早くこっちに来て。もう教育なんてしたくないわ」結局、彼との初夜は私が拳を使って説得した形でようやく終わった。事が済むと、彼は泣きながらズボンを履き直し、ベッドの隅に縮こまっ
彼の拳が振り下ろされる、その一瞬前まで、彼はおそらく一度たりとも考えたことがなかったのだろう。彼が温柔で淑やかで、いつも小さな声で話す妻と見ていた私が、彼の男らしい力強い一撃をあっさりと受け止めるなんて。私は手のひらで彼の拳を止めたばかりか、反撃の平手打ちを見舞った。その瞬間、周防敬の頬には鮮やかな赤い手形が浮かび上がった。彼は呆然としていた。信じられない様子で、自分の拳を包み込んでいる私の手を見つめていた。彼は恋愛中、この手が大好きだと言っていた。手は長くて細くて、本当にピアノを弾くために生まれてきたみたいだと言った。彼は私の手をよく握り、優しく指先を撫でていた。「こんな繊細で美しい指が傷ついたら、僕は悲しいよ。本当に大事にしてよね」彼にとって、この手がまさか自分の拳を受け止めるほど力強いなんて、夢にも思わなかったのだろう。ましてや、その手で自分の顔にくっきりとした五本の指の跡を刻み込むとは。呆然とする彼の顔には、信じられないという表情が浮かんでいたが、次の瞬間、彼は無意識にもう片方の手を振り上げた。私はその姿を見て、内心笑っていた。彼の無謀な挑戦が愛おしくすら思えた。「パシン!」「パシン!」「パシン!」連続で三発の平手打ちを浴びせると、彼の左右の頬は均等に腫れ上がり、二十本の指の跡が、ほんの半分ほどの時間で見事な形に腫れ上がった。彼は顔を両手で覆いながら、牛のように大きく目を見開き、痛みと驚きで口をもごもごと動かしていた。「貴さめ......らにしてんだよ!」彼の抗議に、私は呆れたように軽く彼の尻を叩きながら答えた。「あなた、何をそんなに怒ってるの?ただちょっと、教育してあげただけね。だって、お義父さんもおっしゃってたじゃない?家の掟は『武力で支配する』ことだって。私のほうが強いんだから、あなたは私の言うことを聞かないとね」そう言いながら、私は笑顔で続けた。「さあ、面倒じゃないなら早く別のホテルを予約してよ。それとも、ここで我慢する?」周防敬の目はさらに見開かれ、その中の不信感はすぐに怒りへと変わった。そして近くにあった椅子を掴むと、勢いよく私に向かって振りかざした。「ふざけんな!」彼は本気で、自分が一撃を喰らったのは奇襲だったからだと思ったのだろうか。どうして、そ
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