BOUND TO THE RUTHLESS ALPHA 의 모든 챕터: 챕터 101 - 챕터 110

Darius’s Pov The drive back from Mira's cabin was completely silent. Soraya sat in the passenger seat staring out the window at the trees passing by and she hadn't said a single word since we left. She was holding that old book Mira gave her on her lap,her other hand kept touching the mark on her wrist like she couldn't stop herself.I wanted to say something to make her feel better but I didn't know what to say. Everything Mira told us was terrifying and there was no way to sugarcoat it. Soraya's seal was going to break and when it did she might die or lose herself completely to her wolf. And there was nothing I could do to stop it from happening.My wolf was pacing restlessly inside me. It didn't like seeing our mate so upset and it especially didn't like that we were still in neutral territory away from our pack. Being outside pack lands always made my curse worse because I didn't have the familiar territory and pack bonds to anchor me. Out here I was just an Alpha with a violent

Soraya's Pov My reflection looked the same as always, my long black hair that was kind of messy, blue eyes that looked tired, pale skin because I spent most of my life indoors. I looked like a normal nineteen year old girl. I didn't look like someone with a monster trapped inside them.But maybe that was the point. Maybe monsters didn't always look like monsters on the outside. Maybe they looked normal until something triggered them and then the monster came out and destroyed everything.Was that what I was? A monster waiting to happen?Mira said my wolf was sealed because someone wanted to protect me or protect others from me. What if it was the second one? What if my wolf was so dangerous that sealing it away was the only option? What if when it broke free it would hurt people?I thought about what Darius said in the car about his curse making his wolf violent and dangerous. He had hurt pack members before when he lost control. What if my wolf was like that? What if it was even wor

Soraya's Pov I was trying to read more of the book Mira gave me when I heard a loud growling sound coming from outside. At first I thought maybe it was just regular wolf sounds because werewolves lived here and they probably made noise all the time, but then I heard crashing and more growling that sounded really angry and violent.I got up and went to my window to look out. I couldn't see much because it was dark but I could see movement in the trees near the edge of the forest. Something big was moving around out there and it sounded like it was destroying everything in its path.My first thought was that the pack was being attacked by rogues or something but then I remembered Darius saying his curse made his wolf violent. What if that was him out there? What if he had lost control like he said he sometimes did?I should have stayed in my room where it was safe. That would have been the smart thing to do but something inside me was pulling me toward the forest like I needed to go ch

Darius's Pov "Because it makes me weak. An Alpha is supposed to be strong and in control but I'm neither of those things. I'm just a broken wolf with a curse I can't fix and a mate I need to survive. What kind of Alpha does that make me?""The kind who admits when he needs help. That takes more strength than pretending everything is fine."I laughed but it came out bitter. "You're too optimistic.""And you're too hard on yourself.""Am I? Because from where I'm sitting it looks like I'm exactly as pathetic as I think I am."Soraya was quiet for a minute and I thought maybe I had finally pushed her away with all my self pity. But then she spoke and her voice was firm. "Do you want to know what I see when I look at you?""Not really.""Too bad I'm telling you anyway. I see someone who became an Alpha at seventeen after losing his father in a horrible way. I see someone who has led a pack for eight years while dealing with a curse that would have broken most people. I see someone who sa

Soraya's PovI stood there frozen as the Alpha defended me fiercely, his voice booming through the hall. "Soraya is my mate and your future Luna. Anyone who disrespects her disrespects me. Anyone who threatens her threatens me and anyone who tries to harm her will answer to me personally. Do I make myself understood?"Murmurs rippled through the crowd, but I could feel the weight of unhappy stares, some glaring right at me, like I was the root of all their troubles. My heart pounded, the silence after his challenge hung heavy, no one daring to step forward.Then an older woman raised her hand, her voice cutting through. "What about the mark on her wrist? I've heard rumors that she has some kind of seal. Is that true?"My face was drained of color. We hadn't discussed revealing the seal to the pack, and now it was out there. The Alpha shut it down firmly.."That's personal business, it has nothing to do with her ability to be Luna"but the woman pushed back, insisting we had a right to