Derek Delgado Shameless の小説・ストーリー

“You’re delusional. Blackmail? Really? All because I turned you down one too many times? You’ve sunk this low over rumors and lies you think you overheard.” He chuckled darkly, leaning back in his chair. “Deny it all you want, sweetheart. I know the truth. You spread those pretty thighs for them. You let them fuck you senseless, fill every single hole, cover you in their cum. It’s filthy. Disgusting. Nasty. Pure taboo.” “Please.” Delilah scoffed, arching a perfectly shaped brow. “Coming from you—the man who owns a sex club? That’s rich. Don’t be a hypocrite and a bigot, Armani. At least own your own perversions before pointing acussing fingers.”

I shook my head, "You keep hiding it all to yourself." "Abby, I... I don't understand what you're talking about." "You don't understand? Huh?" I scoffed. "Tell me, Delilah, what's so confusing about what I just said? You're a prostitute, Delilah." "I'm not a prostitute." "Then prove to me why you are putting on that outfit. Or would I say, you're a stripper, aren't you? Camila?" She took her gaze off mine, shame stained her face as she stared down at her fingers. "I didn't want you to find out this way."

The cab smelled like old cigarettes and fast food. I kept my knees pressed together, arms crossed over my chest, staring straight ahead. The familiar shame of my body hitting home. Again, stupid Derek popped into my head. How I'd unveiled every inch of myself to him. I said I wanted Jason to fuck me, but deep down part of me was relieved that he never tried. That I'd gotten to share my biggest shame with my bully of a husband and only him. He wasn't a bully though. He was, fuck… a lot of things. A complicated, sexy devil man who knew how to satisfy a—

Samantha This week was fast and uneventful surprising my step mother believed all the shitty crappy lies I told her or so I think. For chole she has been minding her business and giving me looks that says I know what you are up to and am coming for you. Right now I was receiving a call from a rude client or should I say mr DiCaprio girlfriend. In her dreams. you too bitch,my subconscious said. "Ma please am sorry but how am I supposed to know you are his girlfriend"I said not feeling sorry at all.

He stood there for a second and left the room, closing the door with a bang. The second the door closed my body collapsed to the ground and I started sobbing with anger, hurt, and shame. How can he treat me like this when he has a girlfriend? What does he think about me? Am I going to be his shame forever? I don't want to live like this and I definitely don't want to be a second option.

Derek had so long forgotten the difference between right and wrong that, only by going through all this pain he would be able to awaken his inner conscience. Shera cried after he left that bar thinking about what his baby girl had to endure, how badly she was injured and still Derek showed no mercy on her. Derek acted like a coward and got her drugged. He got so many men after her but still she didn't break. Shera was feeling proud on her for being so brave but at the same time he was blaming himself of leaving her alone without accessing the situation around her properly.

“Sorry, it’s just… I can’t stop thinking about what I saw in Zed’s study the other day.” My brows furrowed. “What are you talking ab—” “Nice breasts, by the way.” His grin widened, shameless. “Quite perky for a mother of one.” I gasped, the words hitting me like a slap. Heat flooded my face—shame, horror, and disbelief all tangled together. I quickly looked away, pressing my lips tightly as if that could keep the humiliation from spilling out of me. “Don’t worry,” Derek leaned closer, his tone mockingly reassuring. “Your secret’s safe with me. Trust me.”

"I feel like a complete dumbass right now." "I'm not proud of what I did." Derek shook his head. "I didn't know how to tell you." "It would've been nice to know who I was inviting into my life, but I guess people like you and your Dad know how to put on a show until the abusive side shows its dirty face." I sneered. "I'm not sure what scares me more, maybe it was the horror stories of how you treated your teammates or how you beat up your girlfriend." Derek's hands angrily fisted his hair. "It was an accident!"

It was Derek’s turn to be shocked. “Because it was just Karma hitting me back. I did wrong to so many people in the name of power and my arrogance. I thought the best sight in the world was women at my feet." Then he turned to Elena. "This woman here changed my perspective of looking at things. Elena brought me on my knees and I will be her slave for the rest of my life.” “She is a gem.” Derek confirmed.

“I've had enough of your face around here, woman. I warned you but you didn't listen.” My jaw clenched. What was he rambling about? He leaned closer, hissing in my face. “I want you to do something and get the fuck out of my face. Just one favour, you thief. Tell them what you are, especially Arthur.” I laughed in a sharp way. “You think they don’t know?” He flinched. “You think Arthur doesn’t already know what I am? I wear my shame like a coat, Derek. But you?” I let my eyes drift down on him with disgust. “You are a living coat of secrets. What would happen if one of your secrets gets out?