Romans & histoires Please, Punish Me

"Don't punish me like this next time. Any other punishment but this" "So you still plan to defy me?" I shook my head "just in a case where I mess up badly, don't punish me like this. It made me frustrated" "I fucking feel frustrated when you defy me. When you run off on your own and fucking get kidnapped. When I'm searching for you but I can't fucking find you" ohhhhhh...this was about the other day. "I'm sorry"

He stares at me as if he were examining my whole being. “Yes, I will punish them if you want; just tell me what’s happened and don’t ignore me.” I make my tone as gentle as I can, I want him to see how worried I am right now. “Really? Then, can I punish that person myself?” He walks closer and closer to me, I don’t know why my instinct said I should avoid him now. “Can I punish the person for making fun of me on my own, without no one knowing what is happening?”

The pleasure and the pain, and it's painful for me. >>>

“You can’t keep punishing innocent people because you don’t believe them. Just like you don't believe what I told you!” “And what is that?” “That I poisoned myself because I'd rather die than be with you!” I leaned forward, fuming, my lungs aching with the efforts it took to breath properly. “I know that hurts your ego, Titan. So much that you refuse to believe it, but it's true.” That earned me a laugh. Low. Darkly amused. “I don’t punish because I don’t believe others, Kari.” He held my gaze, something wicked flashing in them, “I punish because it reminds people where they stand.”

He replied, as if it was not a big deal. "But how?" I got annoyed. "How can you punish me when you love me? We don't punish people whom we love. How can you hurt me?" I asked in disbelief. "When did I say, I will hurt you?" He asked curiously, crossing his arms against his chest. "Punishment is..." I started hesitantly. "Punishment can be pleasurable too." He revealed and my jaw dropped down a little. I looked at him and gulped because I could sense what he was trying to say. Taking a breath and moving my eyes away from him, I began to play with my fingers.

I push myself to my knees in front of her, looking up at her astounded reaction as she sees me kneeling. "Punish me, Emily," I whisper, my voice breaking. "I'm not here to ask for forgiveness. I'm here to ask for punishment because I deserve it. Punish me for not loving you as much as you deserved, punish me for not trusting the words you tried to utter through your eyes, punish me for not being there when you needed me the most, punish me for every fucking time I have hurt you, punish me for making you suffer alone, punish me, Em. Just punish me"

(SHANNIE POV) I have a headache, and I'm having a hard time. Leave that as a pity please I don't want to follow you. YOU WILL FOLLOW WHAT YOU DON'T WANT AND YOU WANT SO YOU WILL KILL THEM. It's not your fault what's happening to you, it's their fault, so you should punish them You must punish them. Should I punish them? Yes they should be punished. I will punish them should they also suffer ........ I will kill them I will kill them it is their fault ....

"You never should've made me leave. You know I have to punish you for that, right?" Fear clutched my spine in a cold, unyielding grip. 'Punish.' "You are..." I gulped. "You're not going to hurt me. Right?" A barely-there smile brushed his lips. "How else would it count as a punishment?"

I ask immediately. " He cheated". " Damn!!! That bastard. How could he?". I was getting angry at this point. " That's the good part of it. I didn't do anything though it's painful but I have my body intact". "Argh!!! Not again Liana" I say as I hit my forehead. " You almost got me" I added chuckling in between. " But that's the truth". " What if I don't meet someone as calm as you are?".

Let them whip me, punish me, hurt me, try to make a fool of me. Will. Not. Break.