Smiling But Crying Romane & Geschichten

He stopped and gave me the evil eye, "You need to stop joking around. What you are going through is serious and it hurts you to laugh." I said, "I know, but if I don't laugh, I'm going to cry. I hate crying."

Her face was smiling but tears fell, Sharmaine couldn't stop her tears. Osmund turned around, he touched Sharmaine's tear: "Tears are fragile and beautiful, but I hope you never have to cry." Sharmaine has a very beautiful smile but she never really smiles. Sharmaine wiped away tears with her hands: "Tears are bitter and salty, when people are happy or sad, they are expressed in tears. I mean, I'm happy with what I've done." Osmund holds her hand: "As long as you're happy."

I said and held their faces then made them look at me. "So don't cry, Okay? I hope you understand that I'm not the only man in the world, maybe soon someone will love you but I'm not him." I said and smiled to her, she also smiled back at me bitterly and removed my hands from her face, she still didn't stop crying. She still crying continuously.

She gulped, an unexplainable ache flickering in her eyes. “You are the only support I have right now, Don’t back away from a few tears; There's more to them.” She forced a trembling smile but couldn’t maintain it which smeared my heart. I resent your sorrows, I wish I could steal them. “If you are making me feel, then not only positive but negative emotions will also be evoked and I cannot pull myself away from them. Please bear with it." I heard her saying in a gloomy voice. I smiled as I caressed her gently. I rest my forehead against her and began to say,

“Mommy is just happy, that’s all.” “I thought people only cry when they are sad.” “No, baby… sometimes people cry when they are happy too.” Woah,” Emily gasped wide eyed upon the insight from her mother. “I didn’t know that people also cry when they are happy, mommy. I want to cry now because I am happy to see you.” Maggie smiled at her again with swollen eyes. “There’s no need for that, honey. You can still smile if you are happy.” “Okay, mommy.”

Mama exclaimed happily and I saw my now little brother's lips smile, making gasp as tears involuntarily broke their way on my eyes. I've never been this excited and nervous at the same time in my life. I watched Mama and my little brother as she started humming lulluby which is our favorite. An undeniable smile tugs at my lips at the look of the little baby sleeping peacefully. I smiled proudly when I noticed that I didn't scream nor call Lele, knowing that he's just playing downstairs. I found myself humming next to Mama and saw her smile but, furrowed my eyes when a tear escapes on her beautiful eyes. I frown in confusion, Mama is smiling yet she has tears, is that even possible?

I can’t get that gutting feeling to leave me alone, always lingering in my head even when other things take precedent. “I didn’t mean she looked bad, Nona, only that she gives nicer cuddles.” The innocent little diva smile and sweet girl eyes almost kill me, and I have to hide my urge to burst out both crying and laughing simultaneously. She knows what she is doing, and I am both amused by her and heartbroken at the same time. Sylvana pats her head with pride and turns back to me.

he was scared. She giggled softly at his worried self. The tears had reduce a little bit" no, I'm not crying because I don't feel the same ,infact I'm crying because I'm so happy right now. " This confuses him more . He looked at her as if she wasn't running mad or so. Why would she be crying because she feels so happy? . Isn't she supposed to be screaming in joy. " I love you too stupid. I really do" she smiled widely

Smiling. Waiting. For the moment everything finally falls apart.

She hugs me, crying into my shoulder. I hugged her back. We both hugged each other, crying into each other's arms. I don't know for how long we stayed there crying. Then someone clears their throat and we break apart. I wipe away the tears on her face and she smiles. “You don't look pretty when you cry.” I teased her and she smiled. “Look at you too, you look all red and puffy.” She said and we both burst out laughing.