Thanks for Playing, I'm Quitting This Game
On the night before we're supposed to register our marriage, our friends suggested playing a mystery box game.
Each of the men puts a gift into a box, and the boxes are randomly handed out to the women. They all say this is the fairest way to play this game.
When I open mine, there's only a single card inside that reads, "Thank you for participating."
The room falls silent for a moment. Then, someone can't help snickering.
My fiance, Hunter Sinclair, ruffles my hair. "Your luck is still as bad as ever."
My childhood friend, Gabriel Unwin, lowers his voice and says, "Smile. Don't make people think you can't take a joke."
At the same round, Tiffany West opens her box and finds the grand prize inside.
The box contains a pink diamond necklace personally chosen by Hunter and a voucher for the island getaway I've talked about for three years. There is also a handwritten card from Gabriel.
It says, "We'll always be here to protect you."
I smile along with everyone else and slip my card back into the empty box. A raffle is all about luck, after all.
Later, as I head to the restroom, I overhear the host checking the prize list in the lounge.
He says, "Mr. Sinclair, everything was handed out correctly, right? The grand prize went to Ms. West, and the consolation prize went to Ms. Lawson."
Hunter hums in confirmation.
Gabriel laughs and adds, "That's right. She'll find a way to make herself feel better."
Standing outside the door, I suddenly remember my 18th birthday. I waited in the rain for the midnight fireworks celebrating my coming of age. But Hunter and Gabriel held the only umbrella over Tiffany instead.
Looking back at me, they said, "Natalie, your house is closer. Just run a couple of steps, and you're safe from the rain."
That night, I went home soaked to the bone. I even made excuses for them, telling myself that it was just my bad luck.
But tonight, I finally understand. The umbrella was never meant for me in the first place.
So this time, I tear up that card and decide not to go through with our marriage registration. I'm done playing the game of luck they've rigged from the very beginning.