Mag-log in“I’ve been waiting for you for five years,” said Julian Mendoza as he kissed my neck. “Do you know how crazy it drove me to wait that long, always imagining your sexy body on top of mine?” “But I’m fat and ugly, that’s why your nephew divorced me,” I said, biting my lip as he sucked on my neck until it turned red. “He’s such a fool! You’re absolutely beautiful with your curvy body,” he said. ** Lorena was divorced by Diego Mendoza because he considered her fat and ugly. He also believed she was infertile. Until one day, Lorena had to meet Julian Mendoza, a CEO and Diego Mendoza’s uncle. She borrowed one million dollars to pay for her father’s surgery, while the rest was used to pay off her parents’ debts. Julian Mendoza gave her the one million dollars, but on one condition: Lorena had to become his wife.
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"You're fat and infertile. Those are the two reasons I want to divorce you." The words left Diego Mendoza's lips without the slightest burden. Meanwhile, I was still standing in the living room, my body wrapped in maroon silk lingerie. I had deliberately bought it earlier that afternoon after spending hours thinking in the boutique. For two weeks, he had not touched me, and for two weeks, he had been coming home late at night. But now, with the divorce papers he had thrown onto the floor, I felt like the stupidest person in the world. "What did you say?" I asked. Diego loosened his tie with a rough motion. He tossed his expensive navy suit onto the back of the sofa. The eyes that once always softened whenever they looked at me were now filled with disgust. "So you're deaf too, apparently," he said sarcastically. He walked closer, but not to hold me. He stopped about two meters away from me, enough to look at my entire body from head to toe, and his gaze looked like he was examining something disgusting. "Look at yourself," he continued while pointing at my body in a degrading manner. "What were you thinking wearing that? You think dressing like that would turn me on?" I lowered my head and looked at my own body. The lingerie I had chosen was not too revealing because I did not have the courage for that. Thin straps on the shoulders, lace wrapping around my breasts, and a cut that followed the curves of my body. Earlier at the store, the saleswoman had said this was the perfect color for a fat woman like me. "I just wanted to..." "You just wanted what? To make me throw up? I've been avoiding you for two weeks because I'm disgusted, and instead of realizing it, you welcome me home wearing a ridiculous costume like that." My chest felt like it had been stabbed. The word "disgusted" echoed repeatedly inside my head. I rubbed my own arm, trying to calm myself down. "Diego, please listen to me!" "What exactly am I supposed to listen to? Listen to your excuses for gaining twenty-five kilograms in five years? Listen to your excuses for why your womb is still barren?" Infertile. I had heard that word countless times from gynecologists, but hearing it come from Diego's mouth felt like a dagger being twisted slowly. "We can try again. The doctor said there's still a possibility, we just need to..." "Enough." Diego raised his hand. "I'm sick of those false hopes. Five years, Lorena. Five years waiting for good news. Five years watching my friends have children while I come home only to see a fat woman." He pointed at me again. "What did I do wrong? I've tried to be a good wife. I cook for you every day, I clean this house, I..." "You cook for me every day? Do you think that's what I need? A wife whose cooking tastes good? I need a woman who makes me proud when I bring her to office events. Not a fat woman who doesn't know how to take care of herself." He pulled out his phone from his pocket, opened something, then turned the screen toward me. A photo of a woman. Beautiful, slim, with long wavy black hair, flawless fair skin, and a perfect smile. "Her name is Isabella. She's my coworker. She's beautiful, kind, and not fat like you. Every day I see her at the office, and every day I wonder why I married you in the first place." Isabella Rodriguez. Over the past two months, Diego had mentioned her name often. "Compare her body to yours. She's slim, slender, every outfit looks perfect on her. Meanwhile, you..." He stopped speaking, but his eyes spoke louder. His gaze moved from my face, to my neck, to my chest slightly exposed by the lingerie, to my stomach that was far from flat, to my wide hips, to my thighs. "You know what? Even a pig is more attractive than you. At least pigs can be fattened up and sold. You? You're just wasteful. You eat a lot but produce nothing. Not beautiful, not slim, and incapable of giving me a child." He compared me to a pig. I bit my lower lip so hard it bled. "Are you serious?" I whispered. "Serious?" Diego stepped closer. He pointed at the floor, at the papers still lying there. "Those are divorce papers, Lorena. Do you still not understand?" I stared at the white envelope. "For the past two weeks, I thought you were tired from work. I thought maybe you were stressed. I even thought of thousands of ways to make you happy. I bought new cookbooks, I learned massage techniques, I bought new lingerie. I thought if I wore this, maybe your desire for me would come back." Diego scoffed. "My desire for you died a long time ago. Maybe since the second year of our marriage, but I stayed because my mother told me not to give up. Turns out she was wrong because giving up is the best decision I'll ever make." I stared at his face. The face that had once made me fall in love at first sight in a café near campus. The face that once looked at me as though I was the most precious thing in the world. Now that face was filled with hatred. "Don't you love me anymore?" I asked. "I never did. Maybe I only thought I loved you, but now I know the difference between comfort and love. You were just my comfort zone, Lorena. And I'm sick of boring comfort." He walked toward the door and grabbed his jacket, but before leaving, he turned around one last time. "Sign the papers. Don't drag out your own suffering. Besides, there's nothing worth saving in this marriage. No children, no beautiful memories worth remembering, and definitely no future." The front door closed. Diego shut it calmly as though nothing had happened. I lowered my gaze to my stomach. Fat? Maybe. And I could not deny it. Five years of marriage had changed my body shape, but I thought that was part of commitment, and I thought Diego would accept me for who I was. Stupid. I was so stupid. I picked up the envelope from the floor. My hands were still trembling as I broke the seal open. My tears finally fell onto the paper, blurring some of the words. I could not stop them. Everything I had been holding back since Diego started speaking finally shattered. I gripped the papers tightly until they crumpled in my hand, then I looked toward the door Diego had closed behind him. "Fine. I'll sign them. But don't expect me to stay broken forever because of you, Diego Mendoza."The first few weeks in the countryside felt like a dream. I woke up every morning to the sound of birds chirping outside my window, the gentle breeze carrying the scent of wildflowers and fresh grass. The sunrises were spectacular, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink that I had never seen in London.Julian had transformed our new home into a sanctuary. He planted a small garden in the backyard with vegetables and herbs, and he even built a wooden bench under a large oak tree where I could sit and read. The house itself was warm and inviting, with large windows that let in plenty of natural light and a fireplace that crackled softly in the evenings.I started to feel like myself again. The constant anxiety that had gripped me began to loosen its hold. I wasn't checking my phone every five minutes, dreading what I might see. I wasn't replaying Victor's cruel words in my head over and over. I was just living. Breathing. Existing without fear.Julian worked from home most days,
At that time, I couldn't sleep. Victor's words kept echoing in my head like an evil chant."That fat woman who has nothing, only using you, a baby that might not even be yours..."I tossed and turned in bed, trying to find a comfortable position, but my mind couldn't rest.Julian was asleep beside me, his arm still wrapped around my waist. He looked tired after the argument with Victor. I didn't want to wake him, so I just lay still, staring at the ceiling with my eyes open.What Victor said about the money, how did he know about the one million euros Julian gave me? Did Diego tell him? Or did Victor have spies in our house? I bit my lip, feeling my anxiety growing.And the accusation about my baby was the most painful. Victor said this child might not be Julian's. I knew it wasn't true.I looked at Julian who was sleeping. His face was peaceful, his breathing steady. I wondered if he was also thinking about Victor's words. Did he doubt me? Did he also think I was only using him?I sh
I was sitting in the living room at that time, enjoying a cup of herbal tea while reading a pregnancy book. Julian had already gone to work since morning, so I thought it might be a courier or one of the maids who forgot to bring their keys.But when Maria opened the door, I heard a voice that made my hair stand on end."I want to see Julian. I know he's here."Victor Mendoza.I immediately tensed up. I put down my book and tea carefully, then walked to the kitchen through the back door. I didn't want to meet Victor. I didn't want to hear his cynical words, didn't want to see his hateful gaze. I had suffered enough because of Diego and Isabella. I didn't need more from Victor.I hid in the kitchen, listening to the conversation from a distance. Maria tried to explain that Julian was at work, but Victor didn't care."I'll wait until he comes home."I heard his footsteps entering the living room. I heard the television being turned on. Victor was waiting.I prayed that Julian would come
The next morning, I woke up with Julian still beside me. He didn't go to work. I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed, holding his phone with a serious expression."Julian? You're not going to work?"He looked at me and smiled. "I took the day off today. I want to spend time with you."I was surprised. "But your work...""My work can wait." Julian put down his phone and took my hand. "I've been thinking about something, Lorena. I want to protect you from all the stress you've been experiencing."I frowned. "What do you mean?""I can't let you keep receiving insults from other people, including from my own family. I've decided to limit your social media access during the pregnancy."I was shocked. "Limit my social media access?""I know this sounds extreme, but I can't stand seeing you suffer. You don't need to see the cruel comments, don't need to see Isabella's posts, don't need to read what my family says about us. I want your focus to be only on the pregnancy and your happiness."
Julian kept kissing me with burning desire. His lips moved from my chest, tracing down my full belly, then lower. I bit my lip, feeling each touch send waves of heat through my body.But then he did something that surprised me.Julian lifted my leg and started kissing it. From my toes, to my ankle,
Two weeks later, the wedding actually happened.It wasn't a small courthouse wedding like I had imagined. Julian held a reception at a five-star hotel with a garden as big as a football field. White flowers hung from every corner, crystal chandeliers sparkled above the guests' heads, and a small or
The car drove away from the courthouse, leaving Diego's frozen figure in the rearview mirror. I watched him until he disappeared, then turned to Julian.His words were still echoing in my head. Five years. "I've been waiting for you for five years.""I...""Don't talk yet," he cut in gently. His ha
Julian fell silent.His blue eyes stared at me without expression. I could see something shifting in them, but I couldn't read what it was. Seconds passed that felt like hours.I bit my lower lip, suddenly realizing how stupid my words had been. Where was my brain when I said that? Julian had just






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