LOGINNoelle
I sat in my car outside the pawn shop for a full ten minutes before I trusted myself to drive. More than the shop itself, the words of the grumpy man kept looping, an ugly little chorus I couldn't shake. I'd worn, slept while wearing, showered next to, brushed my teeth beside, a ring worth more than my entire apartment building, probably, and I hadn't even had the decency to be nervous about it until now. Classic Noelle always landing herself in trouble. Okay. Fine. New plan. I couldn't sell it, wouldn't sell it, didn't even want it, not really. I wanted my dignity back and Clayton's smug face wiped permanently from existence, and this ring wasn't going to get me either of those things. It was only ever going to get me deeper into whatever this was. Talking about Clayton, I imagined he was all cozied up with his new found love while I had to worry about being arrested for a jewelry heist I had nothing to do with. Clayton was an asshole and I'd been unable to shake off the betrayal. Who would have thought betrayal had a taste. Fucking bitter. Despite the ring situation, I relished my little victory. The one Emeric's little stunt got me. The look on Clayton’s face was epic. A scumbag who couldn't take what he dished out. So maybe the ring wasn't all that unfortunate but not giving it back would be. I'd give it back. It was the only reasonable option even if my Brian replayed a possible worst outcome where Emeric was a thief who'd passed on the diamond to me so I would take the fall for it. Things like this actually happened. No. No. He was an angel to me, at least last night, he couldn't possibly have all that up his sleeves, the kiss we shared was proof of that. The simple, adult thing to do aside from calling my mother was to woman up and return the ring. Simple, easy. I dug through my purse until my fingers found the card, cream stock, thick, his name in that small deliberate handwriting along the bottom. Emeric Vaughn Miller— of Oz. I flipped it over, half-expecting some kind of restaurant logo, an address for wherever he worked, something that made sense of a man who carries custom Miller Atelier rings around for emergency cases like myself. Exasperated, I sighed and placed my head on my steering. There was absolutely nothing on the back. Just the number, and beneath it, an address, handwritten in the same careful ink. Perhaps he was the minimal type of man, the kind of man that lets his actions precede him rather than a logo. I typed that address into my phone before I could talk myself out of it. The map loaded. A pin dropped. I frowned and zoomed in, waiting for a building name to populate the way they always did, something like Miller Holdings, Suite 4B, something corporate. Instead the little gray box beneath the pin stayed stubbornly, unhelpfully blank. No business name. No hours of operation. No reviews, no photos, none of the digital breadcrumbs every legitimate business left scattered across the internet whether it wanted to or not. I switched to satellite view. Trees. A long private drive curling back from the road, swallowed almost immediately by more trees. No parking lot. No sign. Nothing that said office or company in any language I recognized. "That can't be right," I said out loud, to my empty car, to the ring still sitting cold in my cupholder where I'd dropped it after fleeing the pawn shop, it glistened back at me like it was gloating. I tried the address again, typed it slower this time, double-checked every digit against the card. Same pin. Same blank gray box. Same long, tree-lined driveway. This wasn't an office. Maybe it was a very very private enterprise. Just maybe. I sat there with my phone in my lap, the ring glinting faintly in the cupholder, and felt the same cold certainty from the pawn shop settle back over me, heavier this time. Whatever Emeric Vaughn Miller of Oz did for a living, it wasn't done from a desk and it definitely wasn't from taking orders at a restaurant. I could turn around. I should time around. Mail the ring back, certified, insured, wash my hands of the entire humiliating chapter and never think about green eyes or coconut lip gloss kisses again. But then I thought about the pawn shop owner's face going blank, it was as if he'd realized something that could change his life and even at that, he didn't even take the ring to do so. His eyes had greed in them but it was not enough to make him take the ring. I thought about more than the shop itself, about how badly I wanted this over and now my hands were tied, I could only do this by physically returning it. I could mail it and it gets stolen, then it circles back to me and then consequently I spend the rest of my natural life explaining myself to lawyers. Or worse case scenario, in jail. I wanted it done.Today. In person. Ring in hand, dignity intact, out the door before anyone had time to ask too many questions. I put the car in drive before I could think better of it, and typed the address into my GPS. One more time just to be sure I had the right input. “Recalculating,” it said, cheerfully unaware that it was about to send me somewhere I had absolutely no business going. I knew the roads but I still let the GPS take me. I slowed down so much that a raging road user hollered an insult at me. I didn't quite hear him through all the noise in my mind. I had bigger fish to fry. Hence, I confined myself to one side of the road as if I was a noob.Noelle I parked where a car wasn't supposed to be parked and where someone's father probably mowed every two days, mostly because I couldn't quite find wherever cars were actually supposed to be parked, and sat there for a solid thirty seconds gripping the wheel.I breathed out, slowly.Fine. Okay. In. Ring. Out. That was the plan. Not complicated. Or just drop it at the door as earlier discussed.I got out before I could think myself out of it, ring clutched in my fist like it might make a break for it, and walked up to a front door that was easily twice my height, dark wood with iron detailing that matched the gate, because apparently even the door needed to remind you this wasn't a place that did anything halfway.The suited men all watched me and I felt like an ant under a microscope. I half expected one of them to tackle me to the ground but nope, they all just stared at me while some looked away as though I was not a worthwhile use of their time.The walk up alone took longer t
Noelle The GPS took me down roads that got me progressively less convinced of it ever leading to an office space.First it was the highway, easy. Then it narrowed into a two-lane road with actual trees crowding above it, the further I drove the more I left behind possible locations for an office, my GPS was leading me to one of the porshest residential areas. The tall trees blocked out the sun in patches so the whole drive strobed between light-dark-light-dark until you feel a a little dizzy. Then the houses started spacing out, further and further apart, until there weren't houses at all, no businesses at all, just long stretches of stone wall half-swallowed by ivy, the stonewall game way to a much more modern outlook."Your destination is on the left," my GPS announced, entirely too casual for what I was looking at.I slowed the car to a stop in front of a set of iron gates taller than my apartment building.No buzzer intercom with a company directory, no little sign that read Mil
Noelle I sat in my car outside the pawn shop for a full ten minutes before I trusted myself to drive.More than the shop itself, the words of the grumpy man kept looping, an ugly little chorus I couldn't shake. I'd worn, slept while wearing, showered next to, brushed my teeth beside, a ring worth more than my entire apartment building, probably, and I hadn't even had the decency to be nervous about it until now.Classic Noelle always landing herself in trouble.Okay. Fine. New plan. I couldn't sell it, wouldn't sell it, didn't even want it, not really. I wanted my dignity back and Clayton's smug face wiped permanently from existence, and this ring wasn't going to get me either of those things. It was only ever going to get me deeper into whatever this was. Talking about Clayton, I imagined he was all cozied up with his new found love while I had to worry about being arrested for a jewelry heist I had nothing to do with.Clayton was an asshole and I'd been unable to shake off the b
Noelle Gold and Cash sat wedged between a laundromat and a vape shop, its sign missing the LD in gold so it read GO AND CASH in flickering yellow letters, lopsided, felt about right for where my life currently was. I'd changed out of yesterday's shirt, at least. I showered, swallowed more water than I thought a human stomach could hold, hoping that the nauseating feeling would be drowned out, but bad idea because now my stomach made a sound when I moved too fast. My most nondescript hoodie was the outfit for the day, better to blend in while I attempted to offload evidence of my own personal crime scene. Because that's what this was, wasn't it. A crime scene. Exhibit A: one engagement ring, obtained under false pretenses, currently residing on the ring finger of a woman who had absolutely no business wearing it. Had Emeric stolen it? Or was it a mistake? Exhibit A? Nahhh, more like the victim in all this. A typical example of being in the wrong place at the wrong time. The
NoelleMy head was doing something it had never done before, something between a marching band rehearsal and an incessant bass drop that never fully died out. I opened one eye and immediately regretted the decision. Sunlight, unbothered by my pounding brain, poured through a gap in my curtains personally gloating.I groaned into my pillow. My mouth tasted like stale scotch, metal and something much more bitter.Betrayal.Right.Bits and pieces came back to me in the worst possible order.Clayton's stupid, happy face. Vivian's red nails. A wine glass shattering. My own voice, loud and unhinged, telling an entire restaurant that my ex-best friend knew nothing about being a decent human being.And then, green eyes. A ring. A kiss that tasted like coconut and made my toes curl in a way three years with Clayton never managed.I sat up too fast, and my stomach whooshed violently in disagreement with the motion."Okay," I whispered to no one, "okay, okay, okay."My hand went instincti
EMERIC She was looking around the bar while the server poured us our drink, she ordered the strongest scotch in the house and I had a bourbon.I didn't stop her from ordering high content alcohol, I would want to feel nothing but numbness at this time if I was in her shoesI felt like I understood her on a different level.The disappointment, the feeling of not being enough and taken for granted, you could just feel your self worth depreciating.I knew it all too well.I took a sip from my drink. “Are you looking for something?”She was stunned and blinked at me.“You keep looking around and I wonder what for”“No… no” She shook her head, “it's just been a long day.”She was thinking about it, it seemed so.I inched closer to her and our knees touched, she leaned in to sip her drink from the glass, rounding her lips over the rim of the glass and throwing it all back in one gulp. She cleared her throat afterwards.I corked my head, a light bulb had come on. “Tell me about your day.”
EMERIC.I didn't work at the restaurant all the time but the few times I stood in for Ben, I had seen Noelle and this man. The same man proposing to another woman.Love was the most glaring thing ever, you could just see it between two people.It didn't hide but with this man, I never for once saw
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NOELLE Holyshit! I said yes.I freaking said yes and I was kissing this man.He tasted like spice and sugar, or was it wine.Who on earth was this guy?First the big rock on my finger , his expensive ocean cologne maybe Dior or some highly exalted brand and then he kisses me?For the love of me!I
NOELLEAutumn, winters, thanksgiving or Valentine if that counted weren’t my best moments but I never really had a reason for not loving it, except I was born in the holidays and named after it. Glad I wasn't named Valentine or Valerie, no disrespect there but I'd rather not.It was bad enough to b







