LOGINARIA
Liora's voice cut through the hall before anyone could answer. Trouble always comes even when you are hidden in the shadows. "You fat bitch! What did you do to my Xavier?" As I rolled my eyes at her words, the glass of wine I held in my hand tilted, spilling on my dress. The silver goblet in my hand tipped against the tablecloth. Dark wine spread across the white fabric, creeping toward the polished edge before dripping onto the marble floor. Her Xavier? He was my mate, bitch. But I would rather have those two scumbags together. My jaw locked so tightly a dull ache crawled toward my temples. I forced my fingers to loosen around the goblet before the metal bent beneath my grip. Despite the numerous piercing glares and the dagger filled eyes of Liora towards me, I slowly lowered the last drop of wine and gulped it all down. Every head turned toward me, waiting for my explanation. What could I possibly say when I had been in the hall since my parents shamefully shoved me in? With a sigh, I spat out. "I didn't do anything. I have been here all along. When will I have the time to be with 'your' Xavier?" My voice barely carried beyond my chair. I wanted to deny the pang deep in my chest. My grip around the goblet tightened, yet I managed to wear a smile that tore through me. I kept my chin raised, but my knees pressed together beneath the table, trembling hard enough to make the chair creak. I prayed no one heard it. Liora strode across the hall without waiting for another word from me. The train of her ivory gown swept behind her while the jewels around her neck caught the light. Tears streaked her cheeks, leaving dark lines through the powder on her face. She stopped so close that I caught the sharp scent of her perfume. That's the signature scent of the precious Hawthorne daughter. Unlike the abandoned one like me, hated by all. "You spoke to him. That's why he left the ceremony. He didn't even want to see me. What the hell did you do?" Her finger lifted toward my face, digging deeper as I felt coldness caressing my cheeks. It dripped until it stopped at the edge of my lips. Liora didn't stop poking as she gritted loud enough to echo in the hall. "He was perfectly fine until you dragged him onto that balcony." My shoulders drew in. I bit hard on my lip, tasting the metallic tang of blood. My pain was nothing compared to Liora's accusations in front of everyone. Was Liora insane? She was there that day. She even mocked my sorry ass and called me names. With a frown etched on my blood-clot cheek, I corrected. "Your Xavier was the one who dragged me there." A short laugh escaped Liora, her mascara stained eyes tearing daggers at me. Her voice cut through, high pitched and mocking. "You expect anyone here to believe that?" I clenched tighter, the answer obvious by the sneers in the hall. Around us, the murmurs gathered strength. Liora was right though. No one would believe someone like Alpha Xavier would ever bring himself down to dragging a 320+ pound divorced she wolf to the balcony. It must have been me who was so desperate. The whispers tore through, my veins popping out around the wine goblet. Heat rushed into my face while the rest of my body turned numb. I swallowed again and again, but the knot lodged in my throat refused to move. "I knew she was jealous and evil." "She couldn't stand watching her sister become Luna after she was divorced." "She has always wanted attention. A black heart." "Poor Alpha Xavier, suffering because of a fat ass jealous freak." The voices blended together until I could no longer tell who had spoken first. I wished I could hide even deeper in the shadows. These people didn't even want to hear my side of the story. The perfect side of the story was a fat ass bitch seducing the mate of their favorite pack princess. Liora had always been the one in the right. She had always been the beautiful, slender and fit-to-be Luna kind of princess. And I would always be the rising dough of Hawthorne. The shame and stain of the family and the entire Hawthorne Pack. I felt lost, my eyes searching for someone to take me out of this mess. I don't even fucking know what happened to Xavier. I had not seen him after that day at the balcony. I never even want to see a scumbag like him who forsook the bond just to please himself. I hate him. The words echoed inside me, yet they failed to quiet the sharp pull buried beneath my ribs. I dug my nails deeper into my palm until the sting gave me something else to feel. Ever since that day, Vin had remained silent. The thread had shaken her more than she could take. I don't blame her. We have been rejected twice and divorced once. I could feel no love anymore. At the front of the hall, my father set down his glass with enough force to rattle the table. The sound cracked through the whispers, and my heartbeat stumbled with it. I let out a sigh of relief. Surely, father would speak for me. They were the ones who had me locked up all these days claiming they are too embarrassed to have a daughter like me. "Aria." His voice carried across the room, erupting with emotions I couldn't really point out. Although I was sure he would speak for me. Just this once, right? Instead he asked, "What exactly happened on that balcony?" Every pair of eyes settled on me again. I pressed my fingers together beneath the table. The crescents of my nails dug into my palm. Maybe he just wanted to know the details so he could fight for me. Hope fluttered inside my chest, fragile as a candle flame. I held onto it anyway. With that thought, I desperately let out, "He wanted to talk." Liora cut in, screaming and baring her fangs. "Talk? Stop lying, you fucking psycho." My father tapped gently on the floor with his golden staff, shutting Liora up. His voice had become icier. "And?" At first I was confused. Then reluctantly let the words glide out in stutters. "He admitted..." My throat tightened around the words again. "He admitted we are mates... five years ago. Before I even got married to Alec." Gasps rippled through the guests. Not just the guests alone, but a growl enveloped the entire hall as Liora faced me with a sneer. Her eyes glowed red and I could see her claws sticking out. The next minute, I felt a sting across my cheek and a voice that shook the entire hall. "YOU ARE A PATHETIC LIAR, BITCH!"Aria " Alpha Xavier is injured? What the hell happened?" The celebration dissolved into confusion before anyone realized it had already ended. Wolves poured out of the Hawthorne estate, their polished shoes sinking into damp earth as they hurried toward the eastern woods. Even the guards that held me tightly had to let me. I could see Liora's panic stricken face and father's anxious gasps. None of that was my business. I was done with this mating ceremony charade. With a sigh, I murmured to myself." It seemed the wedding is out of question. It's better I go back to my room before being accused again."And with that, I turned around to leave. Even if I can't get the love of my family or pack, one thing was certain that I can get every time.Food!With that hope in mind, I swiftly moved towards my room or so I thought. Another three minutes later and I angrily found myself at the edge of the clearing. The same fucking clearing that Alpha Xavier was in, bleeding yet looking hot. I q
"You've always wanted what belong to Liora." Diane folded her arms. "First your father's attention. Now her mate."I stared at her. For a heartbeat, I couldn't even breathe. Father's attention? A bitter laugh almost escaped me. When had I ever had Father's attention to steal?The words crowded against my tongue, but I swallowed them back. No explanation would survive in this room. Not anymore. "I never—"Father rose from his seat. "You've done enough."The legs of his chair scraped across the marble floor, the harsh sound ripping through the hall. And as if the insults and humiliation weren't enough, he added, "I welcomed you into this celebration after your disgraceful divorce because I believed you could behave with dignity for one evening."Silence wrapped around me. Not because I had nothing to say but because nothing I said had ever mattered. His gaze traveled slowly over me, lingering on my torn gown, the blood staining my knees and the wine splashed across my dress."You have
ARIAAs the stinging sensation traveled through my cheek, the goblet slipped from my fingers and shattered against the marble floor. Wine splashed across the broken pieces like spilled blood. I pressed my burning cheek, staring at the smirk stretched across Liora's face.But what shook me most wasn't the pain from the slap. It was the person standing opposite me.My father.The man I thought would stand for me had actually slapped me. His eyes blazed with anger and unbridled hatred. It was as though the words I had spoken were an abomination. A sacrilegious attempt to smear my family and the entire pack.His voice thundered once more."In a bid to stop the mating between Alpha Xavier and your sister, you could go to any length? How could you be so vicious as to lie about a bond five years ago?"I squeezed my eyes shut for the briefest second. Not even one question and not even a chance to explain. They had already writte
ARIALiora's voice cut through the hall before anyone could answer. Trouble always comes even when you are hidden in the shadows."You fat bitch! What did you do to my Xavier?"As I rolled my eyes at her words, the glass of wine I held in my hand tilted, spilling on my dress. The silver goblet in my hand tipped against the tablecloth. Dark wine spread across the white fabric, creeping toward the polished edge before dripping onto the marble floor.Her Xavier? He was my mate, bitch. But I would rather have those two scumbags together.My jaw locked so tightly a dull ache crawled toward my temples. I forced my fingers to loosen around the goblet before the metal bent beneath my grip.Despite the numerous piercing glares and the dagger filled eyes of Liora towards me, I slowly lowered the last drop of wine and gulped it all down.Every head turned toward me, waiting for my explanation. What could I possibly say when I had b
AriaThe glass doors slammed shut behind us. Xavier dragged me onto the balcony before anyone could stop him, before my father could challenge him, before I could remember how to breathe. The full moon seemed to be mocking me.My skin buzzed and my bones ached. Vin was whining and whimpering in my chest. I couldn't tell if she was excited or angry, just like me. “You need to explain,” I whispered. My voice shook. “What did you mean by dragging me here?” Xavier didn’t answer. He gripped the stone railing until cracks spiderwebbed under his fingers. 6’4 of Alpha barely holding the beast back. His scent rolled off him in waves, a strong lavender scent and it made my empty chest cavity hurt. When he turned, his eyes were fully gold with underlying darkness in it. They were not just Alpha's eyes. They were predator eyes marked by mate eyes. His voice came shaky.“I felt the mate bond snap into place five years ago." His voice was rough, like he’d been fighting it for years. “You were
The hall was still as Xavier's voice thundered same word."Mate" I saw his eyes changing at the same time his voice rumbled in the room, quietly though. My claws were digging hard into my clasped fingers as my whole body shook at the bond. I wished the room had silenced his words. I wouldn't have minded if my wolf was the only one that admitted the mate bond.As I stood, surrounded by the people who wouldn't think twice about hurting or berating me, my gaze locked on Alpha Xavier and I saw something strange.His expression, though cold, didn't hold pity or disgust. It never held the bored dismissal Alec perfected each time we are together. Alpha Xavier was different.I marked recognition in those eyes as soon a the words were uttered by us at same time.His was old and deep. The kind that hit under bone and marrow. This mate-bond was undeniable and it flared between us for half a second before both of us slammed the door on it.But half a second was enough, even if my heart was burni







