As Far As I Can Remember Novels & Stories

Tanong ko, nagababakasakaling alam nya ang pinagagaawa ko kagabi sa bar. Ngumuso sya at saglit na nag isip. "I didn't remember too much, eh. Ang naalala ko lang ay yung nagsasayaw tayo then after that.....uhm, i forgot na eh. Why? Wala ka bang maalala?" Tanong nya.

"Yes Pa!" "O, siya ako'y bababa na muna at may kailangan akong asikasuhin. Magpahinga ka na muna o 'di naman ay mag-merienda. Nagpahanda ako ng masarap na pagkain kay Meding."

she asked me. Napatitig ako sa kanya dahil hindi ko alam ang sasabihin ko. I raised my arms to check on it. Napakunot ang noo ko nang mapansing malinis na ako. I was even wearing a fresh set of clothes. I was so confused at that moment because the last thing I recalled was that we did it someplace dusty and then the succeeding memories were so damn hot that as much as I want to go into details, I will not for now and then I got tired tapos sinalo ako ni Deon bago pa man ako bumagsak sa sobrang pagod ko at antok. Napayuko ako at sinapo ulit ang ulo ko gamit ang mga palad ko. Argh! I really cannot remember anything! Why, oh why?! “I can’t remember. Nauntog siguro iyong ulo ko sa upper bunk nit

Wala akong maalala… Ramdam ko ang panginginig ng mga kamay ko habang pilit na inaalala ang mga nangyari noong gabing iyon ngunit hindi ko talaga mabalikan. The only thing I could remember from that scenario was his eyes. Ang mga mata ni Lucien na sana ay iyon na lamang ang nakalimutan ko—hindi itong bagay na ginawa ko kay Flyn. “That’s fuck up if I can’t remember that details,” bulong ko sa sarili ko at naalala ang mga nangyari noon na hindi ko na rin maalala bigla.

'Cause there we are again, when I loved you so Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well Wind in my hair, you were there, you remember it all Down the stairs, you were there, you remember it all It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well And here I am again, making myself a fool. How can I love him and how can we be happy if I remember all the bad things that happened in the best. I remember it all too well that is and that is what blocking me from wanting to be with him aside from that I am not sure he really wants me if I still see that Daniella around him.

I shouted but my voice just echoed to the dark building. "Ano ba ang nangyari? Nasa'n ako?" pagtatanong ko sa aking sarili. All I can remember is that I was with Mrs. Youngster to fetch her daughter Farrah. I also remember waving at here... then nothing. It's empty. "Someone please answer me!" I cried for help.

Hindi ko alam kung sino ang kaibigan at kung sino ang kakampi. "Wala akong maalala! Nagkaroon ako ng amnesia at anim na buwan pa lang ang nakalipas nang makabalik ako sa poder ng asawa kong si Stephen!" mahina kong sagot. Sapat lang iyun na marinig niya!

Malaking parte ang gusto kong bumalik. What should I do to gain my memories back?

"As I said, pag-iisipan ko. Since I think there is no reason for me to be afraid to go back there, I should come back." "Okay, I'll prepare your room. Just update me if you're already at the airport." "Sure, thank you Lester." It's been years and still I can remember everything that happened to my so clearly. All of the bad memories that I want to forget, it just doesn't fade.

I really want to know because I can't remember much of my past. My memory starts with a white ceiling and a smell of medicine, in short ay sa ospital. I was 10 years old back then. I tried remembering about what happened bago ako napunta roon, pero wala akong napala. Wala talaga akong maalala. The only thing I can recall is the noise, screams, cry, force, and pain.