How Do You Live の小説・ストーリー

An eternal sleep on where one never knows when is the right time for them to gain back their conciousness. To live is to play a game of life on where you are the main character in your own story. To live is to do things that only living person can do. To live is to have will of seeing things and doing things that you can only do when you are alive. But, if you feel like, someone is controlling you... is it also acceptable as a sign of living? You move, yes you do. You act, yes you do. You talk, yes you do. But, the one who is controlling you... isn't you.

I couldn’t even watch TV that long, let alone exercise that long. “Where do they live?” “They’re both at work during the day.” “Then should we wait until they’re home?”

We need to plan; we have to survive. We need to survive! ========

Song lyrics: How do I live -LeAnn Rimes ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Hope

"And this time?" "This time, you're prioritizing yourself. You noticed symptoms and acted on them immediately. You're in therapy processing trauma. You've cut off toxic stressors. You're doing everything differently." She pauses. "The question isn't whether you'll die from this. The question is how you're going to live with it." I let that sink in. How am I going to live with it. Not: am I going to die. But: how am I going to live. "I'm terrified," I admit.

“So, what do you do for fun around here?” “For fun?” I asked, “There is no fun, we survive, do chores, and exist. That is our life. If we frolicked around having fun, we wouldn’t have supplies for winter and wouldn’t be able to help the injured.” I noted, realizing how difficult living in this time really was. “Still, you have friends you visit and talk to when you go to town, don’t you?” I shook my head, “I just arrived here so I don’t know anyone, really.”

Within the life one is given the oddest things often occur taking us off guard. In as much as one strives to live their life based on a routine that has them knowing the next set of events as each second unwinds, life unfortunately pays no dues to those plans. In fact, life often places an unorthodox situation in our hands and how we react to it is literally up to us.

"Are you saying I was dead before or I'm dead now?" "No, that's not what I mean. What I mean is when you finally start having fun, you get to live your life to the fullest. That's what I mean by 'live.' As it is now, you can travel anywhere you want, you can just do anything you want to do; you have nothing limiting you. I mean, you have the money."

Maybe, just maybe, I was beginning to figure out how to live beyond survival. And that was a start.

As if her music playlist had read her thoughts the song How Do I Live by LeAnn Rimes began to play so she sang along with it “How do I…get through one night without you….If I had to live with you..what kind of life would that be…oooh…I…I need you in my arms, need you to hold….you’re my world ,my heart, my soul….and if you ever leave…baby, you would take away everything good in my life…and tell me now….how do I live without you…I want to know….How do I breathe without…if you ever go…..how do i ever….ever survive….how do I…how do I….oh how do I live…”