I'll Try Anything Once 소설 & 이야기

Kalau aku gagal…‎ Kalau suaraku pecah…‎ Kalau mereka bilang aku terlalu memaksakan diri…‎ Tangannya sedikit mengencang di atas meja.‎ Lalu satu pikiran lain muncul di kepalanya. Tapi…Kalau aku tidak pernah mencoba… aku tidak akan pernah tahu. Yuha terdiam sejenak. Pikirannya melayang ke orang-orang di ruangan itu.

Dia tidak mengindahkan protesku dan menggendongku di punggungnya, "Orang sakit nggak usah protes." You only live once, but if you do it right... once is enough. (Kita hidup cuma satu kali. Tetapi kalau kita hidup dengan baik, satu kali sudah cukup.)

"Please, tell me if you think, feel, or want something. I'll do anything for you, even if it hurts me. As long as that makes you feel better, I will do my best." "Hemm... Thank you for everything." “Okay. Now, what do you want?” “I want-,”

People say i try to hard People say i come off really awkward. You know i don't mean no harm. I just trying to be myself but. Sometimes i get confused. Cause i can't read social cues. Threw my inhibitions out the door. I don't have an excuse. Im just living in my youth. Don't know why people don't like me more. I have no friends but thats okay. I don't need them anyway. I do my best all on my own. And i just rather be alone.

You're fighting me off like a firefighter So tell me why you still get burned You say you're not, but you're still a liar 'Cause I'm the one that you run to first Every time, yeah Why do you try to deny it When you show up every night And tell me that you want me but it's complicated So complicated.

They can say, they can say it all sounds crazy (Mereka bisa mengatakan, mereka bisa mengatakan semui ini terdengar gila) They can say, they can say I've lost my mind (Mereka bisa mengatakan, mereka bisa mengatakan aku gila) I don't care, I don't care, so call me crazy (Aku tak peduli, aku tak peduli, panggil saja aku gila) We can live in a world that we design (Kita berhak hidup di dunia yang kita rancang)

My last made me feel like I would never try again Kejadian yang terakhir kualami membuatku merasa takut untuk mencoba lagi But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt Tapi ketika aku melihatmu, aku merasakan sesuatu yang berbeda Come closer, I’ll give you all my love Mendekatlah, akan aku berikan segenap cintaku If you treat me right, baby, I’ll give you everything Kalau kamu memperlakukanku dengan baik, sayang, aku akan berikan segalanya My last made me feel like I would never try again Kejadian yang terakhir kualami membuatku merasa takut untuk mencoba lagi But when I saw you, I felt something I never felt

Oh, i'm good at keeping my distance I know, that you're the feeling i'm missing You know that i hate to admit it But everything means nothing if i can't have you I'm so sorry that my timing is off But i can't move on if we're still gonna talk Is it wrong for me to not want half I want all of you, all the strings attached. I'm trying, to move on, forget you, but i hold on Everything means nothing, everything means nothing, babe

I remember the day Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you (mmhm) And now it's crossed out in red But I still can't forget if I wanted too And it drives me insane Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go But it's all in my head It's just all in my head But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm fla