Open When Youre Sad 소설 & 이야기

I found myself seeking consolation in the reassuring presence of my close friend Sandy when I was dejected, broken, and disappointed. I needed her understanding and wisdom. My tear-stained face caught Sandy's eye as I walked into her room. She ran over and tightly embraced me, her expression showing concern.

Rain.. I don't know why it always rains whenever something sad happens to me. Be it in my previous life or my current life. I don't know the reason, but maybe it was raining to wash away my sadness, or just to add to the coldness of my already cold heart. "Please accept my condolences, miss"

"Sorry means you leave yourself open, to embrace or to ridicule or to revenge. Sorry is a question that begs forgiveness, because the metronome of a good heart won’t settle until things are set right and true. Sorry doesn’t take things back, but it pushes things forward. It bridges the gap. Sorry is a sacrament. It’s an offering. A gift." ~Craig Silvey A painful feeling sets in my chest and my voice only comes out a little to ask, "You're leaving?"

"But I'm serious about hearing you out. We're now friends so you could tell me anything." I heaved a sigh. "I'm sorry Cleoffe, but J don't reallh think I can share it with you. I don't even have the energy to talk with anyone, I just want to...I just want to be alone..." He nodded. "You know, when a person is sad, they tend to say that they want to be alone when the truth is, they just want someone to listen to them without saying anything. You know, just to burst their sadness out."

"What?" "I always do that when I'm here. I always shout, thinking the world would hear me. Whenever I do that, I feel a bit relieved. It's like I finally let go of somethihg that's been bothering me. I shout here, because people around me don't listen. At least when I yell here, it makes me feel like someone is actually listening." I stared at his face and for the first time, I saw a glimpse of sadness in his eyes. A sadness that people don't see on T.V.

I understand what you’re saying, please try to have some patience with everyone, they will surely open up to you even though it’s taking time, once they open up to you, I promise you they will love you and welcome you with open arms, okay, he said, I didn’t know what to say I just nodded my head, I’ll try I said with a tight smile on my face, thank you he said then we walked out closing the door gently. I screamed into the pillow, I just don’t know what to do, I am tired, so freaking tired, it feels like I am a burden, that’s just the way I feel right now, I opened the curtain and looked outside the weather is dark now and so gold, it looks like it’s going to rain very hard today, immediatel

When we mated, I opened it, but after everything became so hard for me, I closed it back. First, I used to feel she is feeling sad about my behavior. but my brain never let me believe in it. I always remembered how she betrayed me and everything seems fake, even her sadness too. So I closed it. In these three years, I have never opened it. But today I didn’t know why I think of opening our mind link. When I open it, all her emotions hit me like a storm. Her sadness, her helplessness, her love for everything. I started to feel sad, but then what I heard... yes heard.

"No, baby. No. Never. You are the most loved girl in the world. Do you hear me? You are our sun. You are the reason we breathe." She sniffled into my shirt. "Then why is everyone sad?" I exhaled, brushing her curls away from her face. "Because we love you so much, we were sick scared,you know when you weren't able to open your eyes,we were all scared, and now you're awake it feels like a miracle, like in your cartoons, when they save the little hero, and now that our little hero is saved we feel emotional, because what would we have done without you,so when you see us teary it's not because we're mad at you. Never that. But because missing you—caring for you—makes everything feel too emotion

I don't even remember doing any of this, I am totally blacked out. Have you ever been so hurt that it almost feel like the sadness is about to burst out of your body? Like your veins are going to explode. That the pain won't ever leave you, it will be with you always, like a fucking shadow following you around . My whole body feels heavy, too heavy for me to carry it. Images of kayden occupied my mind, he's laughing, joking, playing around, singing out of tune on purpose, dancing like a chicken, filming something, taking pictures, Kayden leaving, me finding him, him crying his eyes out, Kayden, Kay , Kay.

"Sorry. It's just still new to me. I can't seem to get over it." He takes a few steps toward me and says, "Don't apologize for being sad, Leonora. Not to me. Your parents are gone and I'm guessing that they were the people closest to you, correct?" I nod. "Well then, you're allowed to be sad and show sadness. Anyone who expects anything else from you is a dick. And I mean that."